Dear XiaoXin!

I wish i could write you a letter… a real letter. Like the one i would write to ZC. Since i cannot do that, i’m going to write here instead. I have already communicated with you in here before. But i still have so much to say to you.

As much as ZC make me feel all kinds of emotions, i have realised, that your presence in this fandom makes me feel all the same emotions. I’ve been part of different fandoms before, but in none of those fandoms have i found a fellow fan, who’s presence makes me feel so welcomed. I don’t paticulary feel close to this fandom too… not anymore 😞. But to find at least one person, who makes me feel like i belong, means the world to me. For me, that person is you. I don’t even know why that is. Is it because you show so much love and respect for ZC? Or is it because i see how you treat other fans with so much kindness? I think it’s all of that. The way you are willing to listen to different opinions and how you are able to understand others points of views without forcing your own on them… i wish more people were like you. I often think that fans have a lot to learn from their artists. Amongst everyone in our fandom, you are the one, who radiates the same kindness, the same warmth, the same kind of compassion, that our beloved ZC do. I can see why you are so drawn to them. Like ZX has said many times “people on the same wavelength always find a way to each other”. I want to thank you for explaining everything to us, who don’t understan chinese, so that we can be a little bit on ease, when things get difficult. I want to thank you for always being so positive, because when you love someone, it’s so easy to be constantly worried when things don’t go like they are supposed to. Don’t listen to those, who say you are too positive about certain situations. There’s no such thing as “too positive”. I want to thank you for your countless translations, that make me able to be the fan i am. Because of you i’m actually able to understand and see the world they want us to see. I can see the effort and hard work you put into building this bridge stronger and stronger to carry so many of us to ZC. Thank you for being the glue that keeps a lot of us together. Thank you for simply excisting together with us.

I hope you also have someone like you in this fandom, someone who makes you feel like you make me feel. I see how you get criticised so often for no reason at all. I hope you have someone, who can comfort you, like you have comforted us for so many times. I hope you know how incredibly wonterful you are. I hope you’ll be part of this fandom for many years to come.

I have thanked you for so many times already that i sound like broken radio. But thats i grateful i am to you ❤️ So here goes my letter to you. You don’t have to answer this if you don’t feel like it. At least i got to say what i have been wanting to say.

And thank you again, forever and always… 🩷💚

Hi XiaoXin! You know, i've been thinking... It's funny how because i love two actors that you happen to love aswell, i actually have started to care about you alot too. On days when you don't post on x i always wonder how you are doing, are you well? Have you eaten? Are you tired? And days when you translate content after content i wonder if you get enough sleep while doing so much for us, international fans. You have your own life, your own job yet you're always the first to update us. Because of you, i'm able to understand the actors i love so much. I actually once tried to translate one minut video myself. You know how long it took me? An hour 🫣. I truly think that you are the reason why a lot of us haven't given up the love we have for ZC. Because sometimes when you love someone but you are not able to understand a word they speak, it gets so hopeless. I personally have you to thank for it, that you help me to truly understand and get to know them. You posted that you are working on translating things you love (drama series etc).. why do i feel so proud of you? Why am i so happy for you? Because let's be honest, i don't actually even know you. Yet here i am, caring about you so much. It's like i'm a fan of yours aswell 😊

Anyway, that's what i wanted to tell you for a while now. I wish you eternal happiness and may your every dream come true. And thank you, forever and always! 🩷💚

Xiaoxin, this is C-ZCJ who has been following you quietly. You’re really amazing! Every time I get hurt by the public opinion on Weibo, I come to Twitter, and then seeing the sweet messages from Inter fans is so healing. I know you also check Weibo often and are among the first to be exposed to all that toxic content, but I notice you never bring that kind of public opinion to your own account. I deeply know how hard this is—after all, it’s hard to avoid wanting to rant or say something about it. Besides, you also mentioned before that there are some thoughtless people who come to ask you weird questions that have nothing to do with Zhancheng, and some even mistake you for someone from Google. All in all, you’ve really been through a lot. In the end, it’s still the same wish: 祝我们万事顺意！*This was translated using Google Translate, and I hope it conveys my sincere feelings correctly.💖💚

Xinxin, I've always wanted to say thank you so much for being here in the XuanXuan fandom. I've followed you since the very beginning, and I’m truly grateful for your genuine support and love for both of them ❤️ Thank you for always sharing and translating their updates! I know it can't be easy to balance everything with your own life, but I'm so thankful that you've stayed the same and continue to keep such a positive attitude. I don't even know what else to say, just that there are people who deeply appreciate your presence in the XuanXuan fandom 🫶 love u 💚🩷

Xiaoxin, why are you so kind? 🥺 Your love for ZhanCheng is truly amazing and unmatched! You’ve done and participated in so many projects for them and you even do charity projects in their name! ZhanCheng must be so proud to have a fan like you 😊 You also spend so much time subbing and translating their content for everyone (I'm so grateful, truly) I honestly don’t think there are many fans out there who would do as much as you do. You’re amazing, Xiaoxin! I really hope you’ll stay with ZhanCheng for a long long time. You’re such a wonderful example for other fans too 🥹🩷💚

Xinxin, just a little reminder of how much you’ve already done for this fandom 🥹 Handling such a big account mostly by yourself while also working on projects with c-zcj and juggling your own life, is seriously amazing. You’ve put so much time and effort into supporting zhancheng and helping international fans stay connected and understand everything. Sometimes I saw you still updated from morning to morning 😢 so please remember that your hard work doesn’t go unnoticed. You’ve worked really, really hard, Xinxin 🫂 Please take care of yourself too. We appreciate you more than you know 💗💚

Xinxin, sending you big hug 🫂💗💚please remember that you don’t have to carry every opinion, complaint, or expectation people send your way. You’ve already given so much of your time and energy to this fandom and none of that should come at the cost of your own peace! There are many of us who see your effort and genuinely appreciate everything you do, even if we don’t always say it out loud. You’re allowed to set boundaries, ignore bad messages that drain you, or enjoy ZC in your own way without explaining yourself to everyone. Please take care of yourself first. We’ll still be here cheering for you, you’re not alone, okay? 🥺🫶🏻

Xinxin, it’s been a year since you’ve been here giving us daily ZhanCheng updates! I’m sure it’s not easy doing this every day with your hectic work especially when zhancheng have schedules and you have to stay on standby for hours. Always remember that there are people who love and appreciate you for everything you do for the fandom 😁 Whenever you receive complaints or disagreements, please don’t take them to heart. Like you’ve said before, fans love their idols in different ways, so some people may disagree with you or others.

You’ve worked so hard for zhancheng and sometimes it’s really sad to see you still receiving those kinds of messages after a whole year! I’m really thankful that you’re still here, staying strong and positive despite everything 💖💚

Please get some rest too, Xinxin. You deserve it 🫂

Hi XiaoXin!

It’s been a while since i last wrote to you.
How have you been? I hope alright!

I wanted to ask you maybe a bit of a personal question? Do you sometimes miss the “old times” whith ZC? I don’t mean cp content or anything, i mean more like how things were back then? Because i kind of feel like things were a bit lighter. Fandoms were not this tense. I know cpf and sf have had their fights back then too, but compared to now, everyone seems to be so fragile now. Every little thing starts a fan war 🥺 It hurts to see.

I have never seen any of the fandoms being better than the other, all three fandoms have done a great deal of damage to each other. I’m a cpf 💖💚 but i would never defend another cpf if i see them being hateful towards a sf who has done nothing wrong. As you have said many times, we all love the same person at the end of the day. So that’s what we should focus on. Sometimes i feel like it would be better if we were all just fans, not divide us as cpf and sf. Sometimes i feel like that division is exactly the reason for so many fan wars. Because let’s be honest, our beloved actors all see us as “fans” who support them, they don’t divide us like we do. And of course there are fans (both cpf and sf) who would disagree with me. That’s another war right? Who ZC loves more? But they truly love all of us equally. They love everyone who supports them. Why fight over something so ridiculous?

Anyway. I miss older times sometimes… it just felt lighter. I hope you are doing really good. You also had a birthday right? Happy late birthday to you!!! 💖💚