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Curious Lurker · 4d
the way sometimes I get sad for being a weirdo and try to pretend I’m a normie but suddenly I read your tweet about relationships and yep, never had one, I guess I’m in fact a weirdo, slowly accepting it
Curious Lurker · 4d
have you ever posted process vids/speedpaints anywhere? i would love to watch you hatch something
Curious Lurker · 11d
every time u post about iogw getting closer to being published something small inside me grows slightly larger and more tremulous
Curious Lurker · 14d
pls let me draw on your strawpage
Curious Lurker · 16d
well i followed u because u were one of the few people who saw how trash arcane really was and how annoying and bullies those tb slop shippers are. anyways, thanks to that i was introduced to ur work and i really like ur ideas. i forget to use bsky sometimes but u bet i’m gonna tune in for iogw, even if i arrive late. 💪 the world needs more authentic stories.
Curious Lurker · 24d
happy new year!
Curious Lurker · 24d
ow I’ll miss ur rants, hope things work out for u, all the love
Curious Lurker · 28d
here is my encouragement attempt: i am genuinely genuinely interested in everything u post, i love ur art style and the way u draw things and how real u make characters feel, in ur og stuff and in fanwork, and i feel like everything u have to say on anything expands my mind a little. u have changed the way i engage with art in all forms. i love the way u think and create. i'm grateful that i found u on the internet. i'm always on team jax 💪💪💪💪
This made me tear up a little... I'm happy I've changed the way you engage with art though that feels pretentious of me because I haven't really put out any significant art yet and that always makes me feel like such a failure. I like to talk about stories a lot, but if I can't put out something of my own it's all talk - who am I, you know? But if I can have a positive impact on how you engage with art I'm happy, that's what I want out of putting things in the world, that's what my favorite works have done for me.
I don't have much support so it just gets hard sometimes. Especially when I'm battling negative inner voices every day. Fact is I don't have positive voices outweighing the negativity and a person can only take so much of that. Lately I've been wishing I put myself out there more during my high points - started a patreon or something. I'm afraid to do things like that because I have such a low opinion of my work, so I always tell myself I'm not worthy yet and no one would support me. But if I did have the courage to try it out when there were more eyes on me (im definitely buried by the algorithm these days) it might've given me enough encouragement/momentum to not grind to a halt so often like I currently do.
I'm battling a lot of things. A lack of support, a lack of security, poor health/disability, it just makes giving up easier. But thanks for reminding me not to, I want to meet your expectations of me and make something meaningful.
I'm not well right now but I will get better eventually... I will remind myself it's worth it to get better.
Curious Lurker · 1mo
will we ever get to see more ragapom from u... the awkward ragapom sex comic u posted a while back has never left me
Curious Lurker · 1mo
hi! idr if you posted thoughts about it or have already been asked abt it, have you watched yellowjackets ? i think it would be up your alley for yuri!