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anon Ā· 17d
your both sides track list ranking š¤²
idol - soo fun!! i might like this a bit more than both sides actually. it's giving 0 mile? a bit ? like not exactly sonically but more vibes-wise if that makes sense. and 0 mile is one of the nct songs of all time to me soooo <33
what it is - woah why was jaemin doing mark cosplay a bit here.. both of them actually. and here's how i can make jmjn album about mar- jk. perfect chill r&b track.
hashtag - almost ctfu'd and died at jaemin birthday party perc 30 froggy croak making a reappearance in this song... is anybody surprised this is among my favorites. unserious sexy song with bed creaking noise they made this for meee.. guy who still thinks sex jokes are funny. im actually a teenage boy.
both sides - its nice! jm's intro kills me its soo corny /pos. going to pretend this song is about being bisexual or having two boyfriends.
wind up - pleasant but among the more forgettable tracks to me, feels like it could've been a dream/ensemble song.
sexier - i expected to like this more but it's still good. synths have a brainwashing effect.
i have to reiterate i enjoyed all the songs like there are genuinely no skips in this mini and this is barely a ranking tbh... very impressed given that neither of jmjn are exactly known for their vocal prowess lol they did so well!!
anon Ā· 21d
HOLD ON MAMA they r lashing those talking about the jm japanese gf theory pls do not answer my prev ask just yet maybe give it a few months LMAOOO
help anon you are so funny. i don't mind answering i think i probably just won't crosspost anything regarding this subject or of this nature in general to twitter. as for the actual rumor, um well. i feel like haven't been in the loop enough to make any definitive statements but it seems like all of it is stemming from his interview answer about being into watching korean-japanese couple youtubers? which. does seem like a bit of a stretch to me admittedly but i recognize as fujos we have tinhatted on far less substance so... far be it from me to cast stones š and sure why not. jm having gf rumors is nothing new, jm having jp gf rumors? well he is simply expanding his portfolio i suppose. good for him hopefully whoever she is is reallll chill with her boyfriend's built-in 2-for-1 deal puppyboyfriend.
anon Ā· 20d
omg boyteared-nim you are also into figure skating??? who were you rooting for? personally i was a kaori OGM truther so i'm coping right now
yes haha i am, although admittedly i no longer follow it as closely as i used to.. much more of a casual watcher / four year fan now unfortunately post-yuzu retirement but i do check back in occasionally to see whatās going on. to survey the landscape. see if eteriās still operating the preteen quad factory. for menās i would say my favorites were shun and junhwanā¦ shun edging cjh out of bronze was so šššš and for womenās i was placing my bets on babygoat tes monster ami nakai! caught jnats just in time to adopt her she is soooo freaking cute. her sp made me smile so wide. just effervescent. alas the free was tricky for both ami and kaori; i felt especially bad for kaori, olympic gold definitely wouldāve been a perfect ending to her final season š„¹ still happy for alysa gold though, on her own terms, and the final minute of her program felt so hydrogen bomb stacked with pcs boosting qualities it was honestly difficult to see it going any other way if ami/kaori failed to skate clean which they did š
anon Ā· 1mo
HIIIII idk if you rmb but like a bajillion years ago i asked you about soapy perfumes and you recommended me clean (i forgot which one) and!! i think its time for a long long overdue update (genuinely cannot rmb if ive updated you before but since i am expanding my perfume collection at a frightening rate and w the latest ask about your fragrances i thought why not now! anyway) soooooo my current perfume collection:
1. clean - cool summer: i dont really use it that much nowadays bc ?? i think after smelling other better ones im like mm yea butttttt it was my first introduction to perfumes hehe
2. kinfolk notes - peau blanc: it was. super expensive but its so good and it lasts so long too i love it it smells a bit a bit sweeter than most soap perfumes i think?
3. youssoful - puglia ostuni: my no.1 perfume currently i use it everyday and i also recently bought another bottle heh it smells very light(??) and fresh and clean idk how to describe scents actually j going off vibes and whether my nose likes it
also i find that in general i like perfumes that have musk and amber in the base notes and i think i really like aldehyde in the top note (??i think)
4. atelier faye - baby peach: kinda impulse buy from olive young it is super super sweet and peachy and also doesnt last very long (also i think it smells better after spraying it on the paper compared to on skin?) sometimes i like to layer it on top of the kinfolk one i think they go quite well tgt but yea the peach smell j disappears in like an hour whoops
5. i have this stick perfume thats supposedly a dupe of blanche (byredo??? i think??) but i feel like when i went to smell byredo i didnt really like anything so idk but yea also smells like soap!
other honourable mentions:
diptyque - leau papier: not as soapy and more musky??? woody??????? feels like more of a skin scent than soap maybe but im planning to get it next time i go duty free!
postes - from amalfi: highkey regret not getting it when i was there but i was like ok no i need to control myself but yea anyway its a citrusy? perfume i think abit fruity kinda vibes and def not soapy but also still has musk in the base notes (do i know what is musk or how it smells like on its own? no but do i love it? apparently)
jo malone: english pear and freesia: quite a basic(?) perfume but yea its good its so popular for a reason i guess??? yea and i think they also recently release a new english pear and sweet pea one thats a little sweeter and still good
anywayyy thank you for listening to (or i guess reading about) me yap about perfumes and for getting me into perfumes LOL my wallet is crying but the joys of perfume are endless
omg yes i remember u perfume anon! haha i'm glad to hear you've since gotten really into fragrances although yeah lol it is not by any means a cheap hobby š and wow you really are aldehydes / clean skin scents #1 fan, which i understand bc i do like skin scents myself too, and a lot of the scents you've listed have my kryptonite winning combo of white florals (esp jasmine) and citrus/pear <3 i think out of the ones you've mentioned jo malone english pear and freesia, diptyque leau papier, byredo blanche, youssoful puglia ostuni, and clean cool summer are the only ones i've actually smelled in person, so i'm definitely interested in trying out the others. alas, i wish niche korean fragrances were easier to come by here! thanks for updating me on your perfume journey i'm happy i could open the door <3
anon Ā· 1mo
ms tears getting into h2h? š
i canāt š i really cannot i donāt have the mental capacity to adopt more girls but i will say that yuha is my visualpick!! shameless visual who hams up the act for the cameras i said oh iām sureā¦. also there seems to be crazy amounts of yuri involving her and a-na and ian and jiwooā¦? maybe? which coincidentally are the rest of the members i like haha. the clips from their netflix cooking show parody are insaneee. i hope someoneās writing good yuri for them out there š they deserve it
anon Ā· 1mo
do you have an updated fragrance post
YES... now i do :) https://sarcoline.dreamwidth.org/9019.html
anon Ā· 1mo
omg I havenāt kept up with nct in literal years but jmjn gunplay clip inevitably made it to my tl & I had to come see what ms. boyteared was feeling in this moment LMFAO
lmaoo not me being your resident jmjn reax guy after all this time? š«¶ i hope i did not disappoint given that i myself have been somewhat inactive and on the peripheries of nct/kpop rpf for a while now haha š between jeno girlmaxxing (still so insane btw) and gunplay xtreme sexual tension in the teasers jmjn are trying sooo hard to get me back in tho! and it's working. kinda. when they straight up fuck nasty in the next teasers then we will know. [duck smoking shaking head gif]
anon Ā· 1mo
annual skincare and makeup products review juseyo š š¤²
ok how did you know i was working on this already. my once a year dreamwidth update lol https://sarcoline.dreamwidth.org/8752.html :)
anon Ā· 1mo
becoming ferrari fan in 2025ā¦ rip mich
believe me it was not by choiceā¦ much like my reluctant backsliding into being an f1 fujo my ferrari allegiance started from observing my coworker / various tifosi online like āoh wow ferrari fans seem very anguished and tortured aw i feel bad for themā to being like āoh well i like charles but good thing iām not a serious ferrari fan that would really suck to be themā to somehow becoming the serious ferrari fans in question. how did this happen. ummm all i can say is iāve always loved hopeless idealists who will ride or die for their loyal if not hopeless causeā¦ and shambolic crumbling egoist powerhouse institutions resting on their laurels and legacy that canāt seem to build a fucking car to save their lives š charles is verifiably insane and bleeds rosso corsaāitās hard to imagine him being able to extricate himself from the entire organism: the scuderia that raised him and the tifosi that hail him as il predestinatoāwhich i know must kill him inside slowly every day when he is the most competitive guy on earth!! imagine being kneecapped at every turn by the family he loves </3 when is a cage not a cageā¦ oh when you love it. being a 3316ist also means ferrariās traditionalist approach / draconian pr / image being sooo fxxxing important is the perfect diametric counterpart to redbullās unconventional uncouth image / at all costs philosophy / shameless lack of polite society pr.. and itās blue red yaoi šā¤ļø for free what am i gonna do say no?
anon Ā· 1mo
mich mich mich DID YOU SEE THE AO SEMISā¦ insane work from both sinner and alcaraz rip to sincaraz final tho
YES omg the most insane 9 hours of tennis ever.. i have to confess i stopped watching alcaraz/zverev halfway through the 5th set bc i felt like i was jinxing him but i shouldāve never doubted zverevās ability to choke sooo fucking hard no matter what. 1-legged carlos >> 2-legged sascha. and then after he won i went to bed assuming sinner would take care of grandpa in straights. imagine my surprise when i woke up to check results and couldnāt find them on the ao website BC THEY WERE STILL PLAYING THE FIFTH SETā¦ tennis is amazing. patricide semis didnt pan out and rip to gay homosex final but im sure carlos and novak will bring it in the end regardless š¾ š„