anon ⋆｡˚ ⋆ · 2mo
There’s an interesting contrast that bb yeonjun has. When I first met him he felt like someone that lived on the edge a bit. He was always someone that came off as really sure about himself. Especially seeing how he wanted to do things that were gutsy at his hometown. Like jumping the fence and wanting to trespass. And he also just in general seemed at first like someone that acted before he thought. But the recent chapters feel like he’s the opposite. He’s super safe when driving (two hands on the wheel), he’s not that great with rollerblading and seemed a bit scared trying and I can’t think of much examples off the top of my head but he reads a lot more safe and cautious since earlier chapters. Almost like he has more to live for and is suddenly afraid of doing something reckless and as a result of that, not being able to be there for bb Beomgyu and protect him. It’s almost as if he’s trying to be the strongest version of himself for them both. I think bb yeonjun has fears of leaving bb Beomgyu cuz he trusts that he will be able to see the signs when bb Beomgyu is having a hard time. He trusts that he himself is the only one that can protect him, and so he thinks “how can I leave him when no one can watch over him like I can?” I think maybe that’s his journey is figuring out that he can’t guarantee bb Beomgyu will always be protected by him. He has to understand that loving someone is waking up everyday knowing that they may not be there tomorrow and still loving them fiercely in spite of that. Sorry if I’m so off! I just love them so much!
You are SO ON and this genuinely made me so happy to read!!! Without spoiling anything, I am so excited to show more of his arc particularly in part three - they mirror each other in very interesting ways.
This was put so beautifully I'm emotional, thank you for loving them and for sharing these thoughts 🤎🤎🤎
anon ⋆｡˚ ⋆ · 2mo
One thing I was curious about bb yeonjun is his friendship with the friend that is no longer around. The one from his hometown. Was that an intimate/romantic relationship or just a platonic friendship?
anon ⋆｡˚ ⋆ · 2mo
you’ve got me questioning if bb yeonjun has lost his virginity lmaoo i lowkey feel like he has but i feel like he would be sooo attuned to beomgyus comfort and how he’s feeling throughout it and beomgyu would be like ‘surprisingly’ super clingy especially afterwards
i genuinely love these because i started out at "hmm idk if this will be plot relevant for bb but fun to think about" and now i am having Ideas :D definitely though, yeonjun would be super attentive to it being not only a new experience for beomgyu but a potentially overwhelming one, and beomgyu would need the reassurance of physical affection afterwards (which ofc yeonjun gives). especially at first, i see them being sooo soft with each other because they both know how much gentleness the other needs
(little behind the scenes i suppose: i did originally have a scene in Scheherazade alluding to yeonjun's experience re: The Rumors but i ended up changing the conversation because it just didn't feel natural to work in there. it will for sure come up again later ^^)
anon ⋆｡˚ ⋆ · 2mo
ik this is out of pocket but i feel like bb bmjn would actually be the type to have really really passionate sex 😭
anon ⋆｡˚ ⋆ · 2mo
is bb8/9 angst or angst/comfort 😔💔
anon ⋆｡˚ ⋆ · 2mo
heyyy this is a bit random but how much does commenting mean to authors(?) Im quite new to this space and reading fics in general so-
hi!! for me and really every author i know, comments are the kind of thing that make our ENTIRE day. every comment (or anon message!) i've gotten about my works has gone into a screenshot folder on my phone and i do reread them often because they give me so much motivation to keep writing.
i know from the other side as well that a lot of people (myself included) can get intimidated/shy about leaving a comment, but i can promise you that literally anything you can say would have so much value to the author receiving it, whether its paragraphs of thoughts or one line you particularly liked or literally just a string of emojis. i've been writing in fandom spaces for, like, a decade-ish, and i've seen fics that were seemingly abandoned for years get updated just because someone left a comment to say they loved the story, just to give an example of how much it means.
thank you for asking (and welcome to reading fic!) 🤎
anon ⋆｡˚ ⋆ · 2mo
i need to know if you cry while writing BB because this fic is devastating as heck i just caught up with it and my face is an ugly mess thank you for that by the way!! can’t wait for more pls hurt me more!!??
hello!! i am sorry/you're welcome for the tears 🥺🤎 honestly, i don't usually cry over my own writing (ig because the full story is all there in my brain and i'm all up close with it), so i'm always a little dumbstruck by it (/pos) when i hear when/why BB has that kind of effect on other people. that being said, i'm currently working on chapters 8 and 9 consecutively because they rely on each other pretty heavily, and i have actually cried over the events that are coming in those chapters... 🫶🏻
thank you so much for asking and for reading 🤎🤎🤎
anon ⋆｡˚ ⋆ · 2mo
hey how are you🤎
anon ⋆｡˚ ⋆ · 2mo
i wanna lay in your bed and stare at you intimidatingly