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shade · 3d
They hug because hj cries but it gets cut. I know it happened I just can’t proof it
shade · 3d
Watching and rewatching hyvnchn 2kr as an act of emotional self-sabotage, and it’s driving me crazy how chn’s voice was so light and smooth for most of the episode only to go so fucking raw for “catch him”
shade · 4d
Chn’s ferret was impressive tho
shade · 4d
The way that hyuns eyes were wet for half of the 2kr... What if they had to edit out the parts where he teared up fr 💔💔💔
shade · 4d
loml will u ever write another domestic fluff hynchn? something rainy and cozy and all domestic and and sleepy makeout session and dry humpng 🤠🤠🤠
YES GOD IT IS ALL I WANNA WRITE RIGHT NOW LMAO i really wanna get my drug dealer fic finished but im at the smut part and all i wanna do is make them completely and totally in love with each other WHICH IS NOT WHAT THIS FIC IS ABOUT LMFAO. i love the idea of a cosy rainy day though, maybe they had an outdoor schedule that got cancelled so chan comes over and they snug up and watch anime and maybe they have a drink and chan goes all koala bear and it's just sweet domestic bliss, and THEN sleepy makeout and dry humping because NATURALLY
shade · 4d
YES YES WAIT 📢📢📢
- who is more touch-starved?
- do they have a cute or whatever ritual before going to bed together?
- their love language?
AND IDK
chan is 100% more touch starved, chan plays genshin with his legs in hyunjin's lap before bed, and hyunjin props his sketchpad up against his knees so he can doodle and it's that comfy, easy, shared silence, and their love language is WITHOUT DOUBT words of affirmation, they quite literally can't stop talking about how much they love each other
Riana <3 · 4d
their 2kr may have been all sweet and emotional but the only idea pinging around in my mind rn is hyvne taking artsy pictures of chn while he's on top...🚬🚬🚬
RIA GOD BLESS YOU FOR BRINGING SOME HORNINESS BECAUSE I NEED TO BALANCE THIS SHIT OUT SOMEHOW LMFAO, and also, and and and 'ah it's inevitable that you're the one who's seen me drunk the most' yeah is that fucking right chan, is that right, chan just turning up at hyunjin's front door, a little loaded from having a drink at minsung's, and immediately koala-bearing hyunjin and cooing at how cute he is, cut to hyunjin riding the shit out of him and taking pictures UGH
shade · 4d
“in that short moment, i had a thousand thoughts and what exploded in my mind right then was CATCH HIM”
i have literally memorized this someone shoot me now
no but seriously its just playing over and over in my head on a fucking loop dude like, i cannot even begin to imagine what was going through chan's head because like. i can FEEL how hyunjin felt, that sheer frustration, that little voice in the back of your head whispering that you're not good enough, you're not talented enough, that imposter syndrome that eats and eats and eats, and most days it's fine and you can kinda ignore it, but then the days come where it's loud as fuck and drowning everything else out. i know how that feels, and i know that in that moment, the path of least resistance is to just escape. even if you're with someone you love and trust, sometimes the only way to deal with it is to just leave. and chan, in the beginning of the 2kr, asking ah do you think that my affection is a burden etc, like THAT chan, not wanting to lean too heavily, not wanting to apply too much pressure, always aware of his actions to the point it might devolve into inaction, just mindlessly getting the fuck up and following him, and not just calling out to him, or trying to solve whatever the surface problem is, but just wrapping him up and holding him and telling him that it’s okay, because on pretty much nothing but instinct he always knows what hyunjin needs. im gonna PEEL MY SKIN OFF
shade · 4d
not the first part of hyunchan 2kr giving “hyung can i…🥺” “whatever you want hyunjinnie ☺️” vibes
shade · 4d
Have you ever analyzed the lyrics of the songs Hyunjin uploads to Instagram and noticed the clear pattern he leaves?
YES and i cant remember what it was but i remember the whole timeline going INSANE at the one he put up for the escape photo dump. like he's so artistic and has such a vision for stuff, even said photo dumps, so it wouldn't surprise me AT ALL if every song he chooses is very, very pointed. it's his way of saying the things he can't say out loud~