BANGING MY FISTS AGAINST MY DESK I TURN IT DAMN NEAR INTO FIREWOOD YES I FUCKING DO ANON, YES I DO, I DO THINK THAT, but i think he's so ashamed and so embarrassed by it that, even when he's completely solo, he has to find a way to empathise with somebody ELSE in order to get off on it. he only posts thirsts traps when he's horny and then scrolls his burner twt account touching himself while he reads all the filthy comments. he's only allowed to do it when there's external validation. he gets off on thinking about himself, but specifically through OTHER people's eyes because THAT'S what's sexy. not HIM, but what other people THINK of him. man i love pookie and his neuroses.