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Bear · 1mo
loe po, im glad po nakapagsulat na ulit kayo huhu sobran gsakit sa ouso ng side nina lanz, cian, at jared hays feel na feel ko si jared don sa part na nakakahiya nang bumalik dahil minsan na siyang tumalikod atsaka sumakit dibdib ko na lagi niyang iniisip na hindi niya deserve si cian kasi di niya deserve ng blessing sa buhay o kahit konting saya man lang ayoko na po ang sakit na chariz
salamat po i missed them and dont pressure urself po haha
UHUHU THAT'S MY FAVE PART N SINULAT !!! i got it from the thoughts i ws having last mass ko !! madalas kasi i wonder abt other people's faith, both those na super strong and super hina. i myself is nasa gitna and it's the most haunting place to be i see the ones who never left. the ones who turned devotion into debt (of miracles). but i also see some who turned their back because they were left in the dark. sa part ni nico, he lost the ability to believe that anyone stays (pertaining to parents) so parang he left the altar before the altar could "leave" him. there are people like him who thinks they don't deserve nice things because they're convinced that their suffering is the only thing keeping the universe fair. some aren't guilty while some are using guilt as a prison so they don't have to face the possibility of hope. pero kz it comes to this,, whether we are staying, begging, demanding, or drifting we r just souls looking at the same horizon to desperately figure out if we are still worth being found. for nico, being found might be the scariest part kasi it meant someone has to look at his mess and see his "betrayal" (talikod, at least for him it's called betrayal)
soafer gulo ng thoughts ko anon hindi ki maayos imst sorry medyo napa-yap din thank you so much for reading and waiting! 🥹
Bear · 1mo
NICO PO PALA HINDI JARED ^^^ DON SA COMMENT KO KANINA WAIT SORI NALITO LANG
Bear · 1mo
hindi lang kwek-kwek au ang na-miss ko, mas na-miss kita le is get huhuness take your time, don't rush things off sa ud and sa layf. very proud that you started again, golat ako na may new ud huhu love lots po 🫶🏻
Bear · 1mo
hi ate i hope ur doing well ! i screamed nung nakita kong may upd na and it made me fall in love with your works more :(( i will be waiting for the next upd take your time plss ! ampogi ni nico
thank you so much 🥹 medyo guilty ako dahil lagi nauusog ang ud 😓 i really really appreciate this po huhushuhu i can't really guarantee a final date this time kasi ayaw ko maging paasa knowing i keep having episodes that prevents me to write 🥹 but i'll do my best!!at my own pace 🥹 THANK U VV MUCH
Bear · 1mo
ma di aq makalunok ng kanin kakahintay sa tmst au 😭‼️ loveuma san ba ko makakakuha ng nico le is che
Bear · 1mo
MOWM!! song reco pue.. We & Us ni Moria reminds me so much of Yuan and Mico; against all odds, they compliment each other so beautifully... ueueuue wala po missing hours lang (mas maze po kita), nir-read ko kasi :(
Bear · 1mo
sabi nga ng iba, let's not rush authors to update. even if ilang months na sila 'di naguupdate, be patient. malay mo may pinapagdaan siya or sa acads/work life, kaya be patient ’wag kayong atat. (hinihintay ko update mo nhay, kasama ako sa mga atat HWAHAHAHA). reacted 😆 to your message
Bear · 2mo
While waiting sa update ng TMST binasa ko yung columns of us and omg now 'di na ako maka move one i luv et tahlagah ✋️😞
Bear · 2mo
Uy bat parang may mga hints sa tmst na sad ending yown?? Or paranoid lang akoo?? Ang sus ahhh🤔🤔🤨🤨🤨🤨