i don’t know if you need to hear (read) this, but i’m writing it on your revospring instead, so you don’t feel any pressure to respond (to me)

but still, i’m really glad i found you, kak rou! because through you, i got to know sean danu and 3 geminis, windu kai, bumbuy, or even nyoa tara… and believe it or not, they have meant more to me than you could ever imagine.

i do believe writing should be a safe place for a writer(s) whenever they feel weary, so if writing feels heavier than it should right now, please allow urself to take a step back, and breathe. selama apapun yang kamu butuhin.

i hope you live your life well, kak rou. semoga kamu selalu dikelilingi kebahagiaan kecil, sesederhana selalu dapet tempat duduk tiap naik transum apapun, dapet helm yg wangi tiap naik ojol, lampu lantas selalu ijo, gak antri pas lagi bm chikuro, least breakout pas gambling nyobain skincare baru, atau lagu favorit km ke play pdhl lagi mode smart shuffle. and little by little, as time passes, may you find peace in writing again. u re such a great writer kak! i hope you know that.

aku sayang sama kamu, kak rou 🤍