i was feeling really sad so i logged out of the account but i'm glad i got a notif from my computer and saw these, it's okay really please do not feel bad!! i was just very anxious seeing so many other messages on here because of the fic. i really get it because i kind of hate nct vape jokes and when every joke is surrounded by that same thing for some members. like why are we actively joking about this and why is it dragging on so long? but i think the anon didn't mean it like that and i wanted to clarify it!! everything's fine okie anon pls don't feel bad anymore it's fine!! thank you so much for reading my things too that is precious to me ok?okkk<3

thank you for clarifying it, because i felt terrible i really didn’t mean to sound like i’m encouraging anything… if i may, i want to speak for the sake of that anon because i first got an anon saying that riku would never smoke because of his cleaning habits and also said that my writing was not great and ooc. and then the other anon said the possibility of him smoking vapes and tried to clear the air for me i think.
i don't think they tried to wish them an early death or wish bad health practise, they just tried to explain how it wouldn't be so far off.
but like i understand how it may come off as insensitive to some because smoking also effects people around you not only yourself. i really get it, but at the end of the day it's their lives even if they do or not. so many korean and japanese youngsters i know actually drink and smoke so even though we don't seek for them to do these things, they can also possibly be do it, if that makes sense. i hope i won't be misunderstood i'm kind of nervous writing these😭

hi, i understand where you're coming from in terms of caring about their health but i never said or begged anything like this😭 i'm not someone who likes nct vape/smoking jokes because it's not for my humor at all. some people tend to be curious about whether a member does or not i guess, some could see no problem with it. and if a member actually do smoke, then that is their life and there's nothing we could do about it, it's their choice really what can we even do about it..?
i just wanted to write a scene in a fanfiction what an average college student would do in their stressful times, that is it. i didn't expect it to be blown up like this, so can everyone pls calm down pls >_<

hi! i hope you’re doing well. i usually do not reply to negative leaning comments on my asks to not encourage them even more but i wanted to reply to this because i want to clear something up: i understand what you mean, but that thing i posted was the first fic thing i wrote when i first joined the fandom and i wasn’t much in on the littlest details of the members. i really liked watching jaeri’s clips from the steady era and wanted to write something about them<3 and at the end of the day, this is also fiction :) sometimes characters tend to have ooc aspects to them in fanfiction, i’m sorry that you didn’t like that.
and yes, i know it’s cliche because that’s what i literally wrote in the caption haha it’s a cheesy vsday fic, nothing serious. thanks for reading!

hi back to you my sweet anon!! i'm working on many different stuff right now actually, yess. when i look back on it, i think there are soo many stuff i'm working on haha.
here's some of them: i'm currently still in the process of writing miniskirt's final, it will be 10k+ words so i want to make sure everything feels right through the story and i want to close that chapter of my first wip successfully!
then, on the side, i'm writing a short p☆rnstars!daengkul au, exes to lovers. i'm also writing a band au, groupie kul and bassist daeng, they will also have some juicy history.
i wrote the hokkaido vlog canon compliant daengkul short where kul punishes daeng for losing the game, but i need to edit it a bit more, it's not fully done.
for my upcoming wips i have an omegaverse college au for daengkul where daeng is a soft fratboy alpha, another cupid wip au where kul is an angel trying to become an archangel and in order to do that he needs to actually make someone fall in love with their true love, so he has a hard time trying to be successful at that when the guy he's trying to set up a date to falls in love with him hebhvkbvjh
i also have miniskirt sequel with my new characters on my mind, the plot is ready but i need time to write... also heated rivalry swimmers au for daengsyon and vampire!yut+werewolf!daeng fwb short too...
SO AS YOU CAN SEE there are soooo many things on the way but not enough time haha i'm booked and busy in my head!!
i'm so so happy to hear that you like my writing, you cannot believe how motivating to hear these words for someone like me!! i also want to keep writing and stay loving these boys for the longest time<3 thank you so much muahh

anon funnily enough i have a very certain answer for this because i love an active reactor -which is iku. i LOVE and enjoy writing jealous iku so much, it's like butter on my crisp bread, it's the air that i breathe. it's also beautiful to witness, because iku's jealousy has almost no bounds, he literally makes sure you KNOW he did this with jehi, he bought that with jehi, he ate and experienced the most with jehi. for iku, there are no limits to his possessiveness which i find so beautiful in him.
however, i also want to add that the way jealous jehi moves when he is jealous is quite astonishing. because it hits you at the moments you don't expect, at least for me haha. dy has that calm and collected stance when it comes to his own reactions over relationships/situations outside of the grp content sometimes (if ykyk) so i think that is why when we see a glimpse of his jealousy, it is just soooo delicious it makes one feel so excited after not seeing it for so long. it's almost like he freezes and keeps looking at his target quietly which makes him look so musowooo -i get riku i really do! and i also really like the way he keeps an eye out on what iku is doing in his viewpoint, like a protective stance in the corner of the frame, which also makes me feel giddyyybkbkdfh

NANA!!! OMG i was not expecting this😭😭😭and now i'm tearing up... you're so kind to me ahhh!! and i cannot believe you have read my horny daengkulyut fic oh i'm so shy and embarrasseddbfhfdkbdjhfkbhfsdjnnfhksn i had no idea THAT was the first thing you have read from me i just can'tttt!!
i have the habit of constantly putting myself down before someone else could even do it, i know i knowwww i need to stop it but sometimes it spreads to the way i feel about my works and my writing abilities... however your words made me so happy and emotional, i will come back to this message time to time🥺 i love you too, always be healthy and happy♥️