anon · 1mo
hi nisa! I don't know what's going on with your life right now but hopefully you'll find joy again in writing and whatever you choose in life, hope that you'll be surrounded with people who loves you just as much.
I noticed that you deleted your jaeri fics, I love all your jaeri fics, I read them a lot and that's what get me hooked into reading wish fics. If that was just a phase in your life, I am glad that I am able to see and able to share how great of a writer you are! Hope that someday you'll find love again in writing. Wishing you all the best. You following me on twt is also one of the best thing that happened to me. Hope to see you back in twt once you're okay. wish you're doing okay. it's been a while since you took your time off of twt. too bad I don't know if you have a private account, atleast I can still see you there. but best wishes and I know you'll thrive with whatever you choose in life. Have a good day! every day!
P.S life can't always be beautiful and fun but hope you'll be with people who makes it a little bearable. Cheering you on your next chapter if you were really to leave the fandom. And if you left the fandom, atleast give us some piece of you to remember, if you haven't deleted your fics yet atleast make them public again. I know i might be asking too much but I really love how you write. Hoping to see u again, someday! Love you!
hi anon, first of all, i want you to know that i come back and read this message whenever i’m feeling down. i genuinely didn’t think anyone cared about me aside from my friends so seeing something like this in my inbox really surprised me and knowing that i have a place like this in someone’s heart made me so emotional. i may or may not have cried lol thank you so much for taking the time to write this.
and yeah, i probably won’t be coming back to twitter. if that counts as leaving the fandom then i guess i did and i don’t really plan on coming back. but that doesn’t mean i won’t write fics anymore. i took my fics down because they were making me unhappy and i wasn’t satisfied with what i had written either. at first i wanted to delete them all completely but then i didn’t want all the time and effort i put into them to go to waste so i made them private instead (except i deleted my daengyut fic because i hate that one so much).
after a while, i thought maybe i would feel much better about them if i edited what i had written and rewrote some parts and that’s what i’m doing now. i hope you’ll like these versions more.
my personal life and my health haven’t been very good and i’ve been going through a difficult time so that’s also why i wanted to distance myself from the space. but i really love wish and jaeri and i always will. they make me so happy and that’s why i joined this fandom in the first place, but i don’t think fandom spaces are really for me anymore, i get very upset at the littlest things.
i don’t know if i’ll be able to start writing properly again. i have so many unfinished things just sitting on my docs. it’s not that i struggle with writing i just don’t really feel like doing it lately and with everything going on with my health and my life i don’t really have the energy to sit down and write much either. but i hope you’ll like the things i’m rewriting now.
if you ever want to talk though, i’ll still be here and i promise i’ll reply to your message sooner next time. please take really good care of yourself and i love you too.
