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anon š Ā· 5h
i hope im not pushing it but can we see a bit of those yeonkai hcs š just a phrase, a keyword, i will take anything. i know between yeonkai it's sacred and "their" thing but out of all the dynamics, yeonkai in ac was the most compelling (yeah, even more than soogyu and they were kind of the focal point oops idc lmao) and i think it's how both yeonkai were set up in the plot as individuals and as a pairing. they interact with all the characters, but somehow theyre the most mysterious? in the fic when it comes to them together and when i read AC again, i go looking for hints, reading between the lines to make up their dynamic, just imaginging 10000000 scenarios of what they get up to by themselves.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm see heres the thing i almost dont want to take away that mystery.... its so special to me that you have the ability to imagine, you know? and that you love them enough that you want to? but i get it i get it the yeonkai follow up is being clamoured for i will bump it up the list hahaha and until then pls keep imagining
birdy š«§ Ā· 4h
anon š Ā· 21h
i just saw you talking about antichrist and about their relationships with the ritual, but is there anything you would probably add to the way they probably feel about it some time after?? like taehyun considering his was the hardest night, even though it was never directly spoken a lot about?? i donāt know, your attention to detail in the story was so good, i love everything you write but i always go back to antichrist during halloween lol šš
all of them would look back on the ritual very differently, but in general it's a shared trauma they will deal with literally forever... i think taehyun in particular will always need the kind of over-the-top validation and support that he seeks constantly from his bfs as a sort of reminder that they are never going to hurt him the way the demon hurt him... yj i can imagine evolving into kind of a fierce gatekeeper of all his bfs to try to keep out any future pain in a way that might be slightly stifling... kai forces down all of his pain and trauma and then it bursts out in acute panic attacks that only yj can help with.... soobin struggles with the guilt of what he feels he did to the others forever... and i think bg, aside from really needing to work hard to reframe what happened in the final ritual as heroic instead of sadistic, probably actually deals with a weird backwards kind of stress about having largely been out of it? kind of a survivor's guilt? knowing he WASN'T there for most of this horrible thing that all the rest of them had to survive, and that he'll never really share that experience with them.... i would imagine that over the years that's a weird burden for him to carry with him, something that the others would all be like beomgyu trust us you do not want to have this shared history but something inside him worries that maybe they actually secretly begrudge him that... i dunno. Would be interesting to do an antichrist many years later fic but i dont want to complicate their happiness right now hahaha thank you for this lovely question!
birdy š«§ Ā· 8h
anon š Ā· 15h
Hello, I have a writing question. Imagine you have an idea for a fic and thought about the plot, you have an idea what will happen, who the ppl are, etc. When you go about your day (so NOT when you're sitting in front of your laptop/phone to work on it) do you "write" the story in your head? Bc I do, I think about the sentence structure, how I will phrase things, and if I don't like it I "edit" that in my head, change words or the word order. I'm sorry if I phrased that weirdly and it's hard to understand. My question is basically if you form proper sentences in your head when you're not writing in that moment. I was talking to a writer friend and she doesn't do that. Now I'm curious how common/uncommon that is, so I will send this question to a few writers I follow but I'm genuinely interested in every single ones writing and thought process so I would appreciate it if you could answer. Thank you! š©µ
i will sometimes think of banger lines that absolutely need to be used, or specific dialogue moments, but overall i'm not writing the exact sentences because my memory is ASS and i would never remember it when i get the chance to write it down. So it's a little bit of both but mostly no i'm not forming the majority of my writing in proper sentences until it's getting onto the page!
birdy š«§ Ā· 9h
anon š Ā· 1d
i also think very often of antichristā¦ and i know thereās lots and lots of tidbits after but i have an irrational fear of finishing reading itā¦. like idk having the most delicious slice of cake and not wanting to finish it bc youāre not gonna have it ever again
man i think A Lot about antichrist yeonkai and i donāt think i see anyone asking about it, im at the hospital chapter so thus far thereās only the smallest hint dropped to beomgyu about what their dynamic is like and why itās private to them and it drives me INSANE, and while i like how you do smut i feel iād die if you wrote a small yeonkai antichrist spinoffā¦ whew
whatās your favorite hc of them miss birdy?
-beomkai scientist
Hahahaha you are not the first person to say that to me in the past week!!! but if you dont finish it you'll be in limbo forever never knowing what's next for them... rip the band aid off, do it!
honestly ive been asked for that yeonkai spin off so many times im starting to worry that if i DO write it id just be super let down if it didn't get a big response im ngl so maybe that's also part of why ive been avoiding it......... i have hcs of the way they are together but its all just little niche sex moments nothing i can really describe well... love to think about yj making kai feel beautiful in a way the others rarely do
birdy š«§ Ā· 9h
anon š Ā· 1d
āantichrist porn spinoffsā tell me more
sometimes i get inspired and write the antichrist boys fucking, ive done it 3 times now and its always a blast. never know when ill do it again
birdy š«§ Ā· 9h
anon š Ā· 1d
i dont care about beomkai in general and theyre probably a ship i would never care to read, but because of your soogyu, and going through most of your fics, i have come to i care about f1 beomkai little by little. it's been kind of enlightening. maybe beomkai is not too bad at all
wow maybe it isn't too bad at all.... high praise lmaooo glad to be slowly converting u
birdy š«§ Ā· 9h
anon š Ā· 1d
every once in a while, i'd be very bored to death, and i dont have any interesting aus to read anymore, so i'll always go back to antichristššš»
you're so sweet š i've actually been talking about antichrist a lot with a new friend these past few days who is just reading it for the first time and the absolute blast from the past it has been to be able to rehash the yeonjun-soobin debate, talk about all their different characterizations, the different relationships each of soobin-yeonjun-kai-taehyun have with their ritual experiences (poor taehyun...), beomgyu's recklessness... god it really makes me feel so warm and special to know people have dug so deep into my writing and it's brought them as much as it has brought me! it will always be there for you and i hope you love it forever!
birdy š«§ Ā· 1d
anon š Ā· 1d
every time i think "i miss birdy's soogyu so bad" i go back to read safest place. something about that particular soogyu in that universe scratches that Soogyu Itch the most for me.
i love that fic ughhhhhh and im so glad you do too... they're in such a shit position and yet they have each other and so much love and theyre so sexy and they're going to have the most beautiful babies
birdy š«§ Ā· 1d
anon š Ā· 1d
also going back to soogyu as madokaā¦ flabbergasted you donāt know madoka magika please watch it doomed yuri doesnāt even cover what this is
iām sorry i donāt watch anime :/ but it sounds heartbreaking from the summary i just read
birdy š«§ Ā· 1d
anon š Ā· 1d
i LOVE txt, i love all of them i can make dissertations on all of their (platonic/friendship) dynamics but beomkai have a special place in my heartā¦ bc of science
SCIENCE!!!!!!! itās real