even if i want to hate someone for what they did to me, i can always understand why they did it even if i wouldn't do it to them. Also, to me is not always about what a person do to me but how they do it. Nobody ever taught me to sit and talk about my feelings, my family always yelled, made silence treatment and banged doors. so i keep them. Every time i need to talk about feelings or about how a person wronged me, i'll cry, because i'll feel bad... about feeling bad. I get attached to those i care for easily and tend to defend them even after wronged, which is very bad. I overlook my feelings until they take over. I'd say i'm a friendly person, and a hard limit for me is rudeness, even when masked with gentle words. In person i laugh very easily and tend to make silly jokes when i feel comfortable, and if i don't i stay awkwardly silent. An introvert, i guess. I have insomnia because when i was a kid i was exposed to really heavy horror movies bcs of my older brothers and some stuck in my mind, but nowadays i enjoy horror movies a lot and have insomnia out of anxiety. I enjoy my time alone a lot so if i really keep conversations with a person be it online or in person, that means that person means a lot to me r that i enjoy talking to them. i'd say that's more like a... lore...? idk, i am justyapping at this point