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Adorable Anon · 13d
I'm so happy to see a fellow profic total drama fan hiii
Oh, hiiii! Sorry, just opened revospring now! For me it's usually very very slow, I should maybe use another site...
Still, ooooohhh!! Very happy to see another profic Total Drama fan! ^^
I love that cartoon so much I wrote my Bachelor thesis about it!! ^^
AleGwen714 · 7d
Adorable Anon · 20d
Re: Internship interview.
I'm rooting for you Ale! ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ
Do you know what software they use, so that you can familiarise yourself somewhat with it beforehand? Or, at the very least. Say that you are aware of it. (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)
Even if (and i hope this won't be the case! (≧︿≦) ) They can't find a suitable position for you, don't give up or get demoralised!
And if you get a spot. ( ﾟヮﾟ)/
Be prepared for long hours and hard work, on things you may not feel all that passionate about. = _ =
Like drawing foliage until your wrists hurt. Or animating a wheel on a car that passes by in the background for a couple of seconds and spending days on that! ☉ ‿ ⚆
And some words of advice:
Don't get sad if you end up feeling like no one is willing to sit down with you, and show you their technique. A lot of people are intimidated when it comes to teaching, and it's not you that are a problem! ♥
I've been at internships myself, and had to chase people to get them to teach me things! Or ask them if i could observe. (╯°□°)╯
Sorry if i'm a debbie downer in this post, I do wish you well! ♥
P.s. If you are going to be dealing with HR, look up some common italian HR questions.
So you know what to expect.
Or better yet, look into whether your university has a HR department.
And tell them (Uni HR) about yourself (about anxiety or difficulties with strong emotions.)
And ask if they could find some time (15 minutes or so.)
To do a mock interview, and give you some pointers on what you can improve.
Or what they would be looking for (to figure out about you.) When asking you certain questions.
And if the studio doesn't find a spot for you, and if you dealt with HR there.
You can email them, and ask for feedback on what you could think of in future interviews. Some are happy to help!
P.p.s. This turned into a whole paragraph of it's own. (°^°)/
And i just realised, Friday is upon us already! And you won't have time for uni HR help!
Well .. it's staying in.. (ಥ﹏ಥ)
Sorry for not replying before, I forgot, then I felt too tired, but I made the interview last week and... I GOT ACCEPTED, YES!!!
It isn't about animation specifically, even if the company also works with cartoons, but it's about post-editing and post-production. I used Sony Vegas in the past, but they use DaVinci, but they told me the internship will be mostly theoric and that they'll teach me all the stuff ^^
Also they'll make me join some film festival and they talked about an Italian Pixar animator I could possibly meet, that's SOOOO COOL!!!
Now I'm waiting to receive the schedule, I'll mostly have internship in the morning, I admit I'm very excited about what they'll teach me!! ^^
And, I thank you deeply for all the advices and suggestions, I'll make sure to keep that in mind! I just... hope to not make huge messes there XDDD
Also, I doubt there is a Uni HR department, or at least I've never heard of that. Maybe I should search...
Oooh, also, talking about other news, this week I started lessons! I started following a course about Ancient Greek threatre and specifically Medea by Euripides, a tragedy I wrote a small thesis about as high school finale and that I feel very deeply to me and... OOOOOHHH, I LOVE ANCIENT GREEK LITERATURE SOOO MUCH!!!! I missed it, so I feel a huge joy studying it again! It's mostly a repetition of stuff I know, but there is also some new stuff, it's just so SOOO damn interesting...
And next week I'll start a French language course too, I studied a bit French in middle school and Bachelor, but I wouldn't be able to talk it much XDD
And on Monday I'll have my therapist appointment, I haven't talked with my therapist in a while but I want to talk about all the stuff that happened lately, I'm extremely happy things are turning for the best!!
Extremely sorry for the delay, but don't worry about the paragraph you wrote, I appreciated very very deeply, I wish you an extremely EXTREMELY wonderful and splendid day!!! ^^
Adorable Anon · 27d
Congratulations on your exam results, and on your success in getting a supervisor!
※(^o^)/※
I'm sorry to hear about your continued troubles with the internship.
I hope you can find something that can benefit you in the future !
っ (・3・) っ
And i can see why you would like to stay close by! ◕ ‿‿ ◕
I'm doing good! ( ´◔ ω◔`)
Thank you for the kind words, i wish you the same! ♥
Sorry to reply only now but I got good news regarding Internship!! ^^
Basically I sent an email to a professor that deals with internship requests in my Faculty, I asked her for help and... I GOT AN EMAIL FROM A STUDIO!!! I have to do an interview on Friday and... I really hope it goes well!!! ^^
Also to reach the place I have to take the bus and walk by feet for 10 minutes, so seems maneagable!!
I really hope the interview goes well!!!
Adorable Anon · 1mo
I hope the exam goes well, and that the professor will agree to be your supervisor. ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽
Regarding internships: Do you know if any of your professors have "contacts in the industry ", so that you'd get a "referral"? (ⱺ ʖ̯ⱺ)
Are there any institutes, or institutions that your university works with/is sponsored by that you could contact?
And don't be afraid to follow up on the mails that you've already sent!
Any opportunities for internships/exchange or guest work in Switzerland/Austria or Slovenia/Croatia? France? Or is that entirely too difficult? (❍ᴥ❍)
I'm sorry if all of this is of no help at all! (⩾﹏⩽)
I hope it all works out in the end! (｡◕‿‿◕｡)
p.s: I'm sure your bf will love your drawing! ʕ♥ᴥ♥ʔ
I GOT 30/30 + laude at the exam and the professor accepted to be my supervisor for the thesis!!!! YEEESSSSSS!!!
Yes, I waited days before answering, I wanted to give the exam first and I got even more than the max, my first 30/30 + laude at my Master Degree Uni!!! Now only 6 exams left and then I can graduate! 6 exams... and the internship, sigh...
Technically I could try to ask help to some professors, there is one that is specifically invested in internship, so I could send an email to her.
For now I mostly sent emails to instistutes, some of them already worked with my Uni while others didn't, and... I got a negative answer or not answer at all. I admit I sent emails to institutes that deal with Animation because I want to work in that area in that future but... I think that now I'll send emails to institutes that are "just" about cinema or TV. The easiest choice would be working in the Uni library, but I want to do something that would help me with my future and someone I can put my passion on! I really NEED to do the internship otherwise I can't graduate, so time to send some emails!! ^^
And, uuuuh, doing internship in another country would be hard because I still have 2 courses to follow in the second semester, so I prefer just sticking with something in My Uni city.
Your advices were still very helpful and I thank you a lot for wanting to help and... Oooooh, I really hope so! As I said, I can't graduate if I don't do internship...
And, AWWWWWWWWWW!!! Thank you soooooo much!!! Sorry for the late reply, but I hope you are having wonderful days and you are having a fantastic day now!! ^^
Adorable Anon · 2mo
Happy new year to you as well, Signorina Ale! ※(^o^)/※
I'm glad the gifts you gave were well received! And that you liked the ones you got, along with all the food. ʕ·͡ᴥ·ʔ
I hope you get some time to discuss the subjects of the exam with your classmates, before it takes place. So that you can work out anything that you are not feeling 100% sure about! (◠‿◠)
AWWWWWWWWWWWW!! Thanks a lot, happy new year also to you, extremely adorable anon!!! ^^
Technically I already talked with my classmates, they talked to me about the structure of the oral exam, but I'm still extremely nervous, as always XDDD
I hope it goes well, I still have days to study for it, I can do it!!! ^^
And after this exam, I can't wait to work on my other projects and stuff!! ^^
Adorable Anon · 3mo
With the root canal issues, did you manage to eat any yummy food for christmas?
(っˆڡˆς)
If so, what did you have? (ⱺ ʖ̯ⱺ)
And did you receive any nice gifts? ( ͡° ᴥ ͡°)
I saw the wonderful art gifts you gave. (˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵)
Did you get something for your family as well?
Any funny reactions from the gifts that stood out to you? ( ´◔ ω◔`)
P.s. I'm rooting for you on the exam! ⊹٩(^‿^)۶⊹
Luckily now my tooth is in a stable condition, just in time because for Christmas I ordered a package FULL of food! It was a candy box for me and LOTS of American, Korean and Japanese snacks for my sisters ^^
Sadly the package arrived late, but it still arrived!!!
My sisters will make their friends try those snacks when we return in our dorm, they seemed to be extremely happy and I'm very very glad for it!!!
Also yesterday I tried buldak ramen for the first time, the extremely spicy ones that were... SOOOOO SPICY!!!! VERY VERY SPICY!!! But I liked them even if I was all burning XDD
And I tried the carbonara ones, but I just gave some small bites, I didn't like them XDD
In these days I'm eating all the high quality fish I won't eat when I'll be back to go to the cafeteria... mostlu squids, calamari and octopus, they are SOOO good!!
And, well, I mostly received money and that gift King ordered for me and that I LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH, that commission about my DnD character Sambukè, IIIIIIHHHHHHHHH!!!!
My sisters bought for me a shirt I really wanted, a shirt about Inanimate Insanity, but it still didn't arrive.
I didn't get anything for my parents, but I didn't have ideas. But I'll try to find some stuff to gift to my roommate ^^
Sorry for replying late but... AWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! Thank you soooo much, adorable anon!! I have one week to finish studying, I feel SOOOO NERVOUS!!!! I feel like I know nothing, eeeh XDDD
Btw, happy new year!!! I really hope it will be extremely wonderful for you!!! ^^
Adorable Anon · 3mo
Fist off congratulation on your exam result! ※(^o^)/※
Secondly, oh no! ( ✜︵✜ )
I'm sorry to hear about your friends treatment of you! (≧︿≦)
But don't hurt yourself over it Ale! ╚(•⌂•)╝
It hurts, but some friendships are not forever. And it can take years to get over them.
Trust me i know. x⸑x
Be cordial towards your friend but..
Try to focus yourself and your attention, energy and time to/on those that love you instead. (like your bf/family.)
And if you have time and feel the need for it. Try to find a therapist that understands your complexities, if you haven't already. ❤
I'm glad to hear about your good, working relationship with your course mates!
2026 looks to be a exciting and eventful year for you! <(^_^)>
And thank you for your merry wishes! (And i don't mind you venting!) ❤
Awwwwwwww!! Thanks a lor, my sweet SWEET anon!! ^^
And, eeehhh... you want to know a thing? Yesterday I saw that person unfollowed me both on Baraag and Twitter, but still retweeted the gift I made for her and a gift I made for another friend on Baraag... but she unfollowed me... and... I made this thing made me cry a lot, I couldn't sleep, I fell asleep at 8 am... of Christmas Day... eeeh, I feel kinda stupid for reacting in that way, it's... silly ^^; XDD
Luckily there was someone to comfort me, I'm extremely glad for it ^^
I think it means that... well, it's over. That I shouldn't have hopes, I should just let go and... now I feel tense because this person and I still play in the same DnD campaign... sigh...
I just know I suffered A LOT because of this person, she even made me cry the day of my 24th birthday, treating me meanly and refusing to join my birthday party...
I lost SO many friendships over the years and I thought this was "the one", but my therapist told me I have to re-think about what I want from friendships and that the concept of a "tight" friendship can mean also it's suffocating, so it can bring others away...
That person, however, had a pattern of getting close to people to then... escape. It happened with her ex, that she sent a message to after years she didn't talk with him. I wonder if it will happen with me. That person should still finish for me a commission I payed 180 dollars for, if they want to finish it. I... today I was calmer, but I'm mostly in the "it's over" mood...
I really hope my therapist will help me dyring this period and to deal with those traits of me that make people escape or make people hurt, like me being pushy or me getting angry for receiving a no... I'm already aware of my anxious attachment, that I worked on and it's way less intense now compared to years ago, and I'm aware of my HUGE fear of abandoment.
2025 was a VERY intense day, but I hope 2026 will just be a... happy one, I need comfort and happyness more than strong emotions, I want to feel GOOD! And do more things and continue to work hard of course!! ^^
Adorable Anon · 3mo
Can't think of anything to say. →_←
So i'll just wish you a very merry christmas!
I hope you get to eat lots of yummy food. (っˆڡˆς)
And spend time with those close to you! ♥
Awwwwwwwwww!!! Hi, extremely sweet anon!
Thank you sooooo much, I wish you a very wonderful merry Christmas Eve and Merry Christmas!!!
I spent some very hard weeks. I had to deal with a root canal, very very painful, I did another exam and I got 27/30!!! Even if there are problems on the Uni site but those problems can be resolved only ater Christmas holidays...
I also made projects for 2 different courses and currently I'm studying for a VERY hard exam I have on 8th January
And, things that hurt me the most, more than the root canal, what i considered an extremely close and important friend of mine decided to not be my friend anymore and she acts very cold towards me right now and I have to deal with her because we are in the same DnD campaign and, well, she treats others sweetly and this is very painful, especially because I gave to hear a HUGE part of my heart, but... well, I'm suffering a lot, having very extreme thoughts, I attempted multiple times to hurt myself but... my therapist knows, it's very very complex and I don't know how to feel better. A part of me just wishes we could be friends again...
I also ordered a commission for her, that I'll show later, because I really cared about making her a gift of her DnD OC...
I feel a huge void inside and I don't know how to feel better, I was so close with this friend of mine I even got a crush on her one year ago (my bf knows, we resolved that situation, VERY long and tricky story, but I'm extremely happy with my bf ^^)...
Working to be better, even if that wasn't enough for that person, it's extremely hard to work on something that is so deep inside me, since my very very early childhood considering how my previous therapy sessions with my psychologist went...
It's painful seeing a person you cared SO MUCH just... breaking your heart and just... having others, you are useless for them despite all the love you gave... it's an extremely extremely profound scar...
Oooh, well, I'm extremely happy about all the exams I did this year, some of my progresses, like me being able to have friendly conversations with my course mates and Uni is going well, hoping to graduate in Autumn/Fall 2026, on February, according to my plans, I'll talk with the professor I want as supervisor of my Master Degree thesis ^^
Also in the first half of 2026 I'll do my Internship in a studio that also works in Animation and I'm extremely extremely excited for it!!! ^^
And, ooooh, also in 2026 I'll join a new DnD campaign, always made by the same DM, Arabian inspired and... well... I'm excited ^^
I wish I could deal with the extreme EXTREME feelings I have in a way I won't hurt myself, some thoughts are very... violent and... hard...
Btw, happy holidays to you!!! Sorry for all this venting and talking, but you deserve the best!!! ^^
Adorable Anon · 6mo
About dorm problems. You might look into renting a room with some old lady within 1 to 1 and a half hour by public transport to the university. Or co-living.
Are there any left leaning/environmental groups in the university? Try reaching out to them and see if they can help, or have any ideas. Or if they know of any places that do communal living, if you can stand that sort of thing.
Any family friends to your parents within a reasonable distance that know of someone willing to rent out a room or a garage?
I'm sorry if none of this is of any help, it's just some thoughts i had.
Hi! ^^
Sorry for replying only now, the situation kept changing and changing, but now it's stable and positive and I'll tell how ^^
Ok, so... on Thursday the student representatives of my dorm released an announcement: who had an emergency (aka who lived too far from the dorm, like me, my hometown is 200 km far from my Uni city and the public transportation SUCKS) could send an email asking the dorm to stay for the whole month of October, were some students would have been recolled to get a room in the dorm. I send the email, I receive NO answers until Tuesday arrives and they tell me that I can stay... for 7 days, then, unless I get called, I have to go. I felt very frustrated by it but today, TODAY, I received an unpdate.
I... Got my room back!!!! I can stay here in my dorm, I got the confirmation, so no need to leave!!! They just gave me useless stress, but I can stay here, so I don't have to worry about it!! ^^
Damn, in these days I had to wait, and wait and WAIT!!! Feeling very frustrated, searching for hotel rooms, I even thought about going to a monastery, but luckily I don't have to, I can stay here!
So... yeah, I'm happy!!! Thank you anyway for the advices, you were very sweet for worrying and I appreciate it a lot!!! ^^
Adorable Anon · 6mo
Hello, long time ago you helped me when I asked you about feeling "guilty" for having weaker libido than my s/o and thinking I'm "lying" to them or myself as well for preferring masturbation rather than sex. I want to ask you another thing. Am I lying to myself and the others if I have sexual needs but if I'm a...uhm, kind person?
Let me clarify. I know that should not mean a damn thing. But sometimes I can't help but feel like I'm a liar because other people see me as a pure person, and yet I have sexual desires and kinks as well...I don't know, that kind of stresses me out and makes me think I'm some sort of actor. I hope I explained that well. =(
Oh, hiiiii!
Oh, I remember! I'm extremely sorry for answering only now, lately I'm spending most of my energies studying for my next exam, that will be on Tuesday... the same day my Uni lessons will start, eh XDD
Sooooo, anyway... No, you aren't a liar for enjoying sexual stuff and seeming "pure" ^^
Each of us has different sides and you can't show to everyone your side interested in NSFW, especially with strangers or IRL friends unless you are close with them.
Outside I simply look like a very shy girl that doesn't wear skimpy clothes and is generally kind and doesn't talk about sex and stuff, while online... well, just look at my Twitter and Baraag! XDD
But also, seeming kind and cute and being interest in NSFW and kink aren't two opposite things! You can still be kind and look "pure" but also enjoy depraved stuff. There are artists that conceal and mix cuteness/"innocence" and perversion, there are people that are the kindest person on heart, that you would call naive and kind while they have the nastiest and most extreme kinks known on Earth XDD
So, don't feel ashamed to be a depraved kind person! It's completely fine and you aren't lying to others! Simply... some people wouldn't get it. Or maybe they would get it if you showed also that side, but it really really depends and I don't do that IRL, I prioritize my online stuff ^^
Each conversation and topic has its context, it's just... how it works. So don't feel guilty for it ^^
I hope this answer could help you! Sorry because it's late and sorry because it's messy!!!
Wishing you the best and giving you a comforting hug!! ^^