ohhh lil bird thank you so much for asking
[including pics of each member on bsky just bc i can]

PABLO 🌭 i literally asked my husband the other day if it's possible to be in love with someone's brain bc if it is then i'm deeply in love with pablo's. i haven't found a modern-day artist i resonate so deeply with, the way he looks at the world is just beautiful and his lyricism is so thoughtful and so playful where appropriate. i don't want to put him on a pedestal, obv he's still just a person, but truly i would give anything, sign any NDA, to just hang out with him as 2 people and just talk about anything. also holy shit he's so hot.

JOSH 🍢 i could sit here and be like oh i love josh bc he's so strong for getting past his childhood but as someone with a similar-ish childhood that shit pisses me off. he never should have had to be strong. what's more impressive to me is how kind he's remained in the face of his past and the current hate he gets, even from industry peers. in spite of everything he seems to be so fucking kind and caring. i love his fuck you attitude to the world and people that have nothing but hate in their hearts. i'm also a big fan of his genre of music, he's 1 year and 9 days younger than me so i def think this plays a large part in us having very similar music tastes lol. he's also SO fucking hot but also SUCH fucking gender envy for me. i want to be the nonbinary josh so bad.

STELL 🍓 ohhhh stellvester. he's someone else that's dealt with a lot of hate he never should have had to but i love that his reply is almost always humor before dropping some of the coldest facts you've ever heard. i love that never once has he apologized for being who he is, he's never claimed to be anything he's not, and even spoken out "...if it's true, what's the problem with that? are we going to have an issue if i am gay or whatever else you're calling me? we're all humans." YOU'RE GODDAMN RIGHT WE ARE. he also has just my absolute favorite type of humor, the group really isn't lying when they say he's their happy pill. and he's fucking STUNNING. wow. like. goddamn. but more importantly he's also their choreographer and holy FUCK i cannot fathom how he comes up with half of their routines, they're every bit as stunning as him.

KEN 🐥 he's such a goofball i love him so much. he truly acts like the bunso (maknae) of the group but then he'll hit you with these moments of pure maturity that reminds you how fucking smart and thoughtful he is. he's another lyrical genius and someone else i'd love to talk to, most especially about his more emotional songs. they really hit you out of left field while navigating his discography but somehow they never feel out of place and always seem to carry a little bit of his soul with them. also his disclaimer on bulan remains one of the sexiest things i've ever seen someone do. he's unfairly gorgeous while both being the sweetest cat dad AND an absolute goober? unfair.

JUSTIN 🌽 justin is admittedly, like stell, the one i know the least about right now but from what i've seen he seems like an absolute sweetheart who has adopted his "innocent" bunso persona with a sort of tongue-in-cheek sass bc as the others have said he's anything but innocent. like all the others, i respect the fuck out of him as an artist - he's the creative director of SB19 and responsible for a good portion of their music videos and it SHOWS. i'm going to dig deeper into this with my breakdowns but his attention to detail in everything he does is insane. truly, i cannot wait to point out some of the details of WYAT bc there are so many little hidden details in that that are just. i see you justin, i see you and when i fucking catch you!!! he's also such a fuckin patootie and then suddenly you'll get hit with like Kalakal or EMOJI justin and it's like. OH. HELLO. I WAS NOT FAMILIAR WITH YOUR GAME.