hrrrmmm. i don't think polyteez really counts so it's honestly and genuinely a tie between yunwoo, minsang, jongwoo, woogi, sangjoong, and sanhwa (all varying degrees of "rare")

my rarest top rarepair tho would be hongjoong/bang chan. i think i've read every fic in desperation lol

anon you have no idea what land mine you just stepped on fhsiaufg lmao i dream about that lamp. i've never wanted bday merch so bad. but alas it's just not something i can justify

uhhu dream aesthetic realistically is just a warm, cozy, lived in vibe. i want a space people can relax their shoulders and unclench their jaw in. for me that usually means well used soft blankets and pillows, house plants, low warm lighting, etc!

THE WAY IT TOOK ME 3 TIMES TO READ THIS TO UNDERSTAND - anyway now that i'm sober and things make sense... prob like 3? if we're getting hands and mouth involved obv quite a few more lmao - as much as i frame wooyoung as the hussy (affectionate) of the aweverse yeosang's body count really isn't much smaller.

aww thank you so much person i'm sure is from the BBD server bc i was whinging in there last night about my writing faslkdjgi

but i really do appreciate it, i sometimes feel like i'm so annoying talking about it when it's still so far from being done - and obv i seem to talk about it a lot of it's what i'm most known for. i have some older fics i'd love to see get some love but if nothing else i'm glad people seem to??? enjoy my planning and yapping about the aweverse (-aweverse? i can never decide)

polyteez for sure! i was working on a poly fic that i scrapped so i /technically/ have written it before but shhh it's fine. so far i've written woosan, seongjoong, and minsang as main pairs so there's still a lot for me to play with. the platonic sanjoong relationship in -awe DOES make me kinda wanna explore that ship dynamic a bit more, def something to put a pin in for the future

LOL tenk u. it doesn't feel like i'm doing amazing but i'm at least doing my best and that's all i can do

tenk you! i picked it myself for a gender neutral name (tho my irl name is gn too bc my mom doesn't like "gendered names")
i think i'm pretty okay! and always open to making new friends 🩷🩷🩷

oooh i really love orchid by inexperiencedandconfused8 - any organized crime longfic really has my whole heart. i also really love a number of fics by resistgenerals

ooh of in progress fics i'm suuuper into sarah/themarmalade's seven of swords! each update is an absolute delight (and well worth any wait, TAKE UR TIME SARAH)

i'm kinda ashamed to admit i'm not reading much rn bc i'm focusing a lot on my own fic but i'll always recommend the fics on my rec list or in my bookmarks!!

i love so many 🥺 among flowers commonly in bouquets, chrysanthemums and peonies!
my aesthetic would tell you cherry blossoms are my fav fav but it's actually pink dogwood blossoms 🌸