ohhh lil bird thank you so much for asking
[including pics of each member on bsky just bc i can]

PABLO 🌭 i literally asked my husband the other day if it's possible to be in love with someone's brain bc if it is then i'm deeply in love with pablo's. i haven't found a modern-day artist i resonate so deeply with, the way he looks at the world is just beautiful and his lyricism is so thoughtful and so playful where appropriate. i don't want to put him on a pedestal, obv he's still just a person, but truly i would give anything, sign any NDA, to just hang out with him as 2 people and just talk about anything. also holy shit he's so hot.

JOSH 🍢 i could sit here and be like oh i love josh bc he's so strong for getting past his childhood but as someone with a similar-ish childhood that shit pisses me off. he never should have had to be strong. what's more impressive to me is how kind he's remained in the face of his past and the current hate he gets, even from industry peers. in spite of everything he seems to be so fucking kind and caring. i love his fuck you attitude to the world and people that have nothing but hate in their hearts. i'm also a big fan of his genre of music, he's 1 year and 9 days younger than me so i def think this plays a large part in us having very similar music tastes lol. he's also SO fucking hot but also SUCH fucking gender envy for me. i want to be the nonbinary josh so bad.

STELL 🍓 ohhhh stellvester. he's someone else that's dealt with a lot of hate he never should have had to but i love that his reply is almost always humor before dropping some of the coldest facts you've ever heard. i love that never once has he apologized for being who he is, he's never claimed to be anything he's not, and even spoken out "...if it's true, what's the problem with that? are we going to have an issue if i am gay or whatever else you're calling me? we're all humans." YOU'RE GODDAMN RIGHT WE ARE. he also has just my absolute favorite type of humor, the group really isn't lying when they say he's their happy pill. and he's fucking STUNNING. wow. like. goddamn. but more importantly he's also their choreographer and holy FUCK i cannot fathom how he comes up with half of their routines, they're every bit as stunning as him.

KEN 🐥 he's such a goofball i love him so much. he truly acts like the bunso (maknae) of the group but then he'll hit you with these moments of pure maturity that reminds you how fucking smart and thoughtful he is. he's another lyrical genius and someone else i'd love to talk to, most especially about his more emotional songs. they really hit you out of left field while navigating his discography but somehow they never feel out of place and always seem to carry a little bit of his soul with them. also his disclaimer on bulan remains one of the sexiest things i've ever seen someone do. he's unfairly gorgeous while both being the sweetest cat dad AND an absolute goober? unfair.

JUSTIN 🌽 justin is admittedly, like stell, the one i know the least about right now but from what i've seen he seems like an absolute sweetheart who has adopted his "innocent" bunso persona with a sort of tongue-in-cheek sass bc as the others have said he's anything but innocent. like all the others, i respect the fuck out of him as an artist - he's the creative director of SB19 and responsible for a good portion of their music videos and it SHOWS. i'm going to dig deeper into this with my breakdowns but his attention to detail in everything he does is insane. truly, i cannot wait to point out some of the details of WYAT bc there are so many little hidden details in that that are just. i see you justin, i see you and when i fucking catch you!!! he's also such a fuckin patootie and then suddenly you'll get hit with like Kalakal or EMOJI justin and it's like. OH. HELLO. I WAS NOT FAMILIAR WITH YOUR GAME.

i've officially smoked enough to get in one of my waxing poetic about jongho moods. i'll post the pics in replies on bsky ~

adrenaline era is at the absolute top of the list. this look was made in a lab for me. and the way he's smiling so kindly despite the "beat up" aesthetic? kill me. i'm nothing if not a sucker for the "has every justification to be an asshole but is somehow still gentle and kind" archetype.

uh oh uh oh uh oh i'm going through a bunch of pics and there are so many whyyyy only 3 ( •̯́ ^ •̯̀)

ok locking in - very very close second (like millimeters away) is glasses dilf jjong. wow. tbf jongho in his casual wear is just one of my fav looks in general. i really like seeing him relaxed and his everyday fashion sense is very.. comforting in a masculine way? warm? approachable? idk what i'm looking for. it's just jongho!

which is look 3 and more of just jongho in his everyday wear. the watch is doing so much for me which sounds like the ramblings of an insane person. and in theme with the other 2 i just fucking love when the jjorehead is freed (,,♡ᵕ♡,,) jongho has such a stunning facial structure and i really wish we got to see it more. (black and white deja vu suit was a v strong runner up)

in conclusion, i need everyone to get more insane about jongho N O W!