anon I feel like you live to make Satoru suffer… Suguru leaving Satoru a mess of resentment and fear that the more he puts a partner on a pedestal, the more he gives his all, the more likely he’ll get hurt, disappointed. He’d be pleasantly surprised by how little things have such an affect on Yuuji, how the minimal effort he puts in for him is deeply appreciated by the boy that he’d find himself back in his old skin, giving and giving until he overflows another cup, putting Yuuji so high up, sacrificing himself to give Yuuji a better life, give him the love he so craves, but instead of being met with the same disappointment of his lover leaving him cus he isn’t enough, this time he fell in love with someone who would sacrifice themselves to save the world :( Yuuji loves so deeply he’d give up his life if it meant the world would be a safer place. But satoru is just met with another partner that left him… just a constant curse, so maybe this time he’ll sacrifice himself first, leave first so it would hurt less….wtf did you make me write and think about anon sobs