little demons · 7d
Hi XiaoXin!
Thank you for your 1st anniversary project. It’s absolutely gorgeous 🩷💚 oh how i wish i could see it in person. I really appreciate you for taking the time to make this project come true, it’s my first time participating in something like that. I feel a little bit proud 🙈☺️
Thank you also for updating all Zhan Xuan’s PFW content 🩷💚
I have a little question as well. Or maybe not a question but a worry? Thought? Idk.
I think that’s actually maybe just in my head, but i feel like (especially lately) that whenever we see Zhan Xuan offline, compared to maybe half a year ago, he seems, not sad, definitely not sad. But he doesn’t show he’s usual chatty side. He used to be so carefree, smiley, a little bit silly. Especially silly, he doesn’t show his silly side to us anymore 🥺 He’s so on guard when we see him offline. Maybe that’s the prblem. The more famous they become, the harder it is for them to be as carefree as they were.
But i think i just overhink it. Or maybe he really wants to protect that side of him now. Thst precious side of him. Maybe he wants to keep that side to the people who are close to him. Let’s be honest, he can’t really give all of himself to us 😊
Thank you, XiaoXin, for listening 🩷💚
Thank you so much for supporting the anniversary project 🩷💚 And thank you for always following my updates too!
About Zhan Xuan, I think it's completely okay to have those thoughts. Personally, I don't think he's unhappy, if anything, I think he's just growing :)
As people become more well-known, they're naturally more aware of cameras and public attention. They also learn what they want to share with the public and what they want to keep for themselves. I don't necessarily see that as losing his spark, but rather becoming more mature and learning to protect his private life. At the same time, we only see a few minutes of his day, we don't really know what he's like the rest of the time with his family, friends, or the people he's close to. So I try not to judge too much based on short public moments.
I actually think your last thought is a beautiful way to look at it. He doesn't have to give every part of himself to us, and that's okay. The fact that he still shares pieces of his journey with us is already something I'm grateful for :)
So don't worry too much 😊 Let's continue supporting both of them without putting too many expectations on how they "should" act. As long as they're healthy, happy, and able to keep doing what they love, I think that's enough for me 🩷💚
