Hi XiaoXin!

You know, we are all so so happy whenever ZC post something or whenever there’s any kind of event. For me, the happiness at that moment is maybe like 70%. But once you post your translation to whatever they posted, my happiness level goes up to a 100% and i’m screaming, kicking my feet and running around with excitement like a little kid. Like there’s a thousand butterflies in my stomach that almost make me feel sick. Is that how love feels like?

You always say that being a fan is not about language and i completely agree with you, but knowing and understanding what the person you love want’s to share makes the love grow so strong. I cannot imagine just watching their content and not understanding a word. What exactly would i love then? Their looks?

At this point i also cannot imagine my life in this fandom without you XiaoXin. I don’t even want to think about the possibility of you not being here. 🩷💚

As i write this, i realized how selfish i sound. It’s like i love your presence in this fandom because you’re useful for us. But the thing is, i actually care about you alot. I worry about you all the time. You’re constantly so busy that i hope you really have some time to rest too. Remember in around february when your loved one passed away? I actually cried. I don’t even know why. But that was the moment i realized that i actually care about you as a person too, not just because of your work you do for us.

As time goes on my love and appreciation for you has grown stronger and stronger, theres always sooo much i want to say to you. I’ve written to you in here so many times already. Writing only once would never convey everything i want to say because you manage to stir up all kinds of emotions in me that i need to let out otherwise i would explode. Maybe i should just start journaling instead of bothering you here lol 😅 I really want you to know how much some pople cherish you. I want you to know how much we love you as a person not just as a transpator. There’s so much to love about you, but on top of the list is your unmached kindness. I’ve never seen anyone so considerate and understanding. I feel like i could write a book about “million reasons to love XiaoXin”. I should do that you know 😆

Anyway. I hope your days are filled with happiness and all the thing you love. I hope you eat well, rest well and continue being as amazing as you are. I always wish for ZC to be who they are, because that’s exactly why we love them. I wish you the same. Be who you are, you’re already so amazing and that’s why we love you.

Than you! 🩷💚