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secret sirens · 5h

ur jenny pfp
when you were at hiking when certificate scene dropped
each moment each argument each feeling
They were reality but reality became a dream now

OH MY GOD u remembered my pfp LOLLLL but it wasnt a jenny pfp tho, it was seulgi from rv 😭 and me hiking just cuz i needed to eat fucking grass bcs what the fuck was that cert scene it was so sexy i moaned at every plant i walk past during our hike 😭 nostalgia is gonna kill all of us!

dara · 5h

secret sirens · 5h

oh the justin bieber gif is mentioned… I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL. i miss that era so fucking much watching everyone leave one by one while we’re still here is so sad :( WE USED TO BE A PROPER COUNTRY. (may i ask where they are now?
do you guys still keep in touch)🥹

yes 😭 THE justin bieber gif,, theres a strange wave of sadness that consumes me whenever i come across that gif bcs it reminds me of how fun the fandom used to be. but ig that’s how life is? ppl come and go but the memories we shared while those moments lasted will always remain <3 sadly, i don’t have their contacts :( but i wish them the best and may they be happy wherever life takes them 🥹

dara · 5h

secret sirens · 6h

same dara the first wave of rltwt was so peak like everyone everything
Daily bts july till december
Kinda smooth
But suddenly a lot of people left and fandom became gray
ik new people came but the mood and taste of that era was so good that nothing and no one can change it.
Every crash out over mimi's au and bts in morning
the first wave of fandom is in the wish list

first wave of rltwt is the best way to put it 🥹 a lot more ppl entered the fandom bcs of the bts vids from the “yellow bird app” and everyone was just so inclusive and happy! we were all crashing out on the tl bcs of freaky tnzy (esp last october when the office scenes were posted), it was also the peak of chengwei aus and fics. i miss it so so much ☹️ june-dec 2025 u will never be forgotten!

dara · 6h

secret sirens · 12h

Hey 👋 What’s one thing you wish to have right now? (Not limited to things 😄)

prolly a dick so i can know what it feels like to jerk off

dara · 11h

secret sirens · 3d

mowm why is it called ao3? like of our own yun diba kaya 3 siya para short pero Diba dapat sana ao2 kasi na mention na yung first o eh so hindi na sya 3

kung tumatagos lang tlga kamao ko sa screen

dara · 3d

secret sirens · 3d

walang sinabing pangalan si anon pero natamaan 🤭

kim there’s people that are dying

dara · 3d

secret sirens · 3d

Hi dara, just wanna share something before I discover ur acc.Dati bago palang ako sa fandom ng rl never pa ako nakaka basa ng mga fic/au ang tanging gawain ko lang dati ay maki chismis about tianziyu after ng show, so basically wala talaga ako’ng ideas about sa mga fanfic fanfic na yan like wala akong experience before mag basa ng mga ganyan, tas dati naalala ko pa dinadaan-daanan ko lang sa feed ko ung mga authors nag lalapag nang mga aus nila, like wala akong paki sa mga aus talaga dati, kasi gusto ko lang is maki chismis about tianziyu. Then. until one day, dumaan sakin ung au mo na, “CHAEBOL AU” ( sadly discontinued sya 😞) tas sinubukan kung basahin then boom! Na- gustohan ko, then sa isip ko nun wow ganto pala ang mga fic/au 😳 hanggat sa na medyo na obsessed na ako mag basa. then nag hanap pa ako ng ibang fic gamit ung hashtag na #Chengwei then boom ang daming chengwei fic. Dati hanggang social au lang binabasa ko, until na discover ko ang fic ni miss val na, “Iskolar ng bayan chicheng x spoiled brat graphic artist wu souwei” then nakita ko di pa sya tapos hanggat sa angtagal ko nag hintay ng kasunod nya tas lagi ko nang ini-stalk ung acc nya, un pala ung continue nya is nasa ao3, then nakita ko is may link. Eh takot talaga ako mag click ng mga random links. then tintry kung pindotin ung links, then ko lang din pala na discover ang ao3. Hanggat sa pag may dumadaan sakin mga author nag lalapag ng au nila with link ayon binabasa ko na, hanggang sa late na ako natutulog lagi kakabasa nang mga aus/fics, hanggat sa napunta ako sa mga au ng mga chinese 😂 na tina- translate ko na , like wala na ako paki language barrier. Sorry for yapping too much, ang gusto ko lang naman sabihin is kung hindi dahil sayo hindi ko ma di-discover ang mga aus/fics. At sana wag kanang umalis ulit sa fandom 🥹 kasi nalungkot talaga ako nung nag post kana, u not longer posting about tianziyu tas nag palit ka na nang username, pero di parin kita inun-follow, wala eh lab ko na po kayo author nim 🥹 (yay! ang cringe ko naman charot) so un lang po ba-bye! :)

huy ang cute mo naman 🥺 i’m glad my chaebol au opened paths for u po bcs super agree ako na sobrang goated ng isko cheng series ni val <3 sana nakatulog ka pa rin ng maayos ahahahaahaha pero gets kita umabot din ako ng 6am kakabasa ng mga chengwei fics! if only u knew how much this means to me, anon <3 may u enjoy ur time here sa fandom natin and mahal din po kitaaa kiss kiss mwa

dara · 3d

secret sirens · 3d

wala akong crush cause im not parasocial like you 🤣 nakakahiya kung bente pataas ka na tas nafafall ka pa sa pogi typings 😅 sa panget pa HAHAHAHAHAAH real talk lang

dw anon, i won’t take that as an offense po. i understand u hate urself and u want to make that everyone else’s problem. i hope u heal tho like genuinely

dara · 3d

secret sirens · 3d

well two truths can be true at once, beauty is subjective and standard here is low so 🤷‍♂️

ayiee di mo dineny yung sinabi kong may crush kang poganda sa filo rltwt huy sino yan pabulong naman #fomo 😣

dara · 3d

secret sirens · 3d

standard is so low here na any any na lang kung sino matawag na poganda o maganda 😭 kaya dami nafafall sa pogi typings hahaha

i genuinely don’t find that a problem at all. for me, beauty is subjective kasi. ba’t big deal sayo if ppl think someone is beautiful? ang fishy mo, anon. obsessed ka ata with someone na poganda sa filo rltwt e? crush mo? tara, pag-usapan natin.