warning: borderline nonsensical gushing about kias

sobrang UGH sa heart ng kias, like, there’s no words to explain. I read it like a few weeks ago or so, nung 1 chapter smut palang siya on AO3 (kung saan ko siya nadiscover—nakakahiya man aminin na I was deep into the bp!ww tags hence how I found it). Long story short, I was in the same tags looking for new entries last night when I found it again, but weirdly with new chapters na pinagdudahan ko pa if may nadagdag ba talaga or I simply forgot how many chapters it had (the kilig when I realized that I didn’t forget, may nadagdag nga talaga). And oh my gosh! I was really bummed pa kagabi kasi I was adamant on fixing my sleeping schedule na last night so I fell asleep on the same smut chapter I read before. Only to realize what a good decision it was. Perfectly so because I got to fix my sleeping pattern, finally after weeks of having insufficient sleep AAAAND because I woke up early today and with a smile on my face because of the additional three chapters. Like, who tf does that? Who just writes domestic mw that good only to hide it on ao3 (probably wasn’t intentional, but I’m getting pissed just thinking about how it’s been out for a few weeks and I wouldn’t have found it and wouldn’t have had this life altering experience if I wasn’t too lazy to review for PNLE and opted to read a bp!ww fic for motivation). IT’S SOOOOO GOOD. Suspiciously too good, are you a wizard? It’s just soooo ugh and AAAA and omg. Na para bang I didn’t grow up secretly reading my mom’s novels at a very inappropriately young age to have this little vocabulary to explain how I feel pero I really can’t think of a word to explain?! SOBRANG GANDA! I want to kiss your brain and smush it and hug it and shake it aggressively (adoringly)—all ofc only with consent. What spell did you put in it?!