to expand on my apology a little more.

i am not excusing any of my behavior, its clear that no matter the intention, it still caused great harm.
i will say again that i am very sorry to all who ive hurt, you all have earned the right to be frustrated or angry with me for what i had done. my only hope is to one day be somewhat redeemed; although i have come to understand that i am not entitled to forgiveness.

i am sorry, rest assured that things like this will never happen again.

i deleted my strawpage, but ive been thinking about making a new one specifically as a small blog.
thoughts?

1 more thing.
i have seen the strawpage art, that esther and abaddon are very cute. thank you!

follow up 2:
also if ur a minor and ur trying to be my friend, please stop lol. im fine with you guys enjoying my STRICTLY SFW CONTENT, but trying to befriend me is gonna get you rejected. ive learned a harsh lesson, theres so many i cant pick out just one to prove my point. thanks for the love but please leave me the fuck alone lol

follow up:
to anyone it matters to as well (as i know some of you cared a lot about the fact im proship? despite my other mistakes?? insane)
i dont plan on making proship content that much anymore, specifically NSFW (and if i did i would just keep it between close friends). im much more of a fluff person, nsfw has never truly been my thing in all honesty.

anybody who still enjoys my art i have a few things to say:
until further notice im quitting social media, ive thought about making a place for anybody who still enjoys my content, and in time would be willing to forgive my immature and offensively naiive mistakes; but knowing this fandoms community i think im just too scared to try even making a discord. mfs are crazy.