heeeyyyy, anon who brought this up last time is back again...
older benefactor!chn who gets sooo guilty over the fact that he jerks off to actor!hj's magazine covers and spreads when he's known him since he was young and new to the industry, and can never quite meet hj's eyes the next few days afterwards. he buys desserts and meals and trinkets for him, but always wants more and doesn't realise hj wants him back until one day hj comes over and notices one of his more suggestive magazine spreads hidden badly under his bed. it's kinda wrinkled, like someone's scrunched it up and then tried to smooth it back out again, and it clicks in hj's head that this is why chn hasn't been able to hold eye contact with him for a week, and that he probably thinks he'll be taking advantage of him.

this is giving me horrific brainworms that need to be exorcised i need this out of my brain now aaa