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RJ creates a group chat with JN and JM. And he sends a video that says: I want a boyfriend who has a boyfriend who is also my boyfriend
Jeno stares at his screen as the clip loops itself. He steals a glance at Jaemin whose eyes are also glued to his screen, mouth agape. The video Renjun had sent to the chat was rather, interesting, and it made his heart thump a little faster and made his hands jitter just a little. āJaemin!ā he whisper yelled, despite the room being empty, and pinched his thigh to pull him out of it. Jaemin all but yelped and then pulled him up by the sleeve down the hall. Jeno allowed himself to get dragged away with hurried steps. Head still filled with a million different thoughts and questionsā specifically if a) Renjun was being serious, b) was it bad that he wanted him, too, and c) did Jaemin also want him the same way? Jaemin quickly pulls him into a small utility closet and silence falls upon them. Jaemin speaks first, āJeno. We need him.ā Jeno chokes on his own saliva and a feeling of relief escapes him before he lets out a laugh of disbelief. āAre- are you actually serious? You think Renjun was being serious?ā Jaeminās eyes are serious as he holds Jeno by the shoulders. āI know how much you want him, too! The worse thing he can say isā¦ā Jaemin trails off and this time his eyes morph into something more forlorn. Jenoās heart also sinks at the possibility of rejection but he also thinks- yeah, the worse thing is that itās all some joke and at least they have each other to hold at night to soothe whatever pieces of their hearts are left. But they should definitely- at the very least-really just try. Renjun this whole time had given almost no indication about his affections towards the both of them. He was polite and respectful when it came to acknowledging them as a couple and though Jaemin and him each held a special and close relationship with him, it was hard not to end up yearning for more. This, they discussed previously, on a cold night in Tokyo, hands intertwined as they lay in bed and recounted fond memories of the shorter male. It was then that they realized how much their hearts ached for him to fill that one spot they thought was shaped like him. All the while, Renjunās constant friendliness and oftentimes distance between the two of them left them wondering if their hopes were just flightless paper cranes. So whatever this was- felt like a brave gesture that they both knew they needed to latch on and do their best to show Renjun that they were totally serious about having Renjun-shaped holes in their hearts. And maybe like fools do, they hope with high expectations, hoping that that hope is returned with a promise. So Jeno and Jaemin exit the closet together with determined steps to where Renjun is most likely sleeping, if not just about dozing off, in the waiting room. They peak into it carefully, as if they were afraid to puncture the peace surrounding Renjun. Thankfully, Renjun is laying down, curled up on the couch, cheek adorably squished against his hand. Jeno wants no more than to put his head on his lap (despite the numerous times his thighs would go numb and heād ācomplainā). Jaemin slowly approaches the other male and with a soft smile, nudges Renjun awake. They had not planned anything for this impromptu proposal but Jaemin reassured him that if Renjun said yes that they could just kiss him and thatād be okay. Jeno blushed at the thought and secretly hoped that it would be true. Renjun stirred awake with a small pout, careful not to rub his makeup away, and blinked his eyes before they became alert at the sight of two of them. āJeno? Jaemin? Did I miss my cue?ā he said, frantically reaching for his phone before Jaemin grabbed his hand gently. āNo, but Jeno and I have an important question to ask you. And we are both absolutely sure and serious. So please hear us out.ā Renjun blinks again and a small shiver runs through his body and Jeno has to resist the urge again to reach out and wrap his arms around him. So he opts to sit on the other side of Renjun and takes his other hand with equal gentleness into his. āWhat is it? Is this about-ā Renjunās voice becomes small before he sees another wave of panic arise and Jaemin is quick to shush him assuredly before he can garble out, stroking the back of his neck. āListen, hear us out please. And if you donāt know the answer to what we have to say or just say no, weāll respect it. Okay?ā Renjunās tongue falls short and he nervously nods, looking at the both of them before retracting his hands and holding them in his lap. āJunnie, will you be our boyfriend? We really like you- and have for a long time now,ā Jeno sputters. Wow so much for easing into it he mentally groans. Jaemin looks taken aback but he recovers and adds, āWe really do mean it. Weāve⦠honestly been waiting and hoping that one day youād see how much you mean to us and how much we want youā more than what we have nowā¦ā Renjun gasps and his mouth is agape. A million thoughts must be running through his head now. Jeno and Jaemin exchange a glance that borders worry and optimism. Renjun then nervously chuckles, āWait are you guys⦠I mean⦠you both⦠you both think about me seriously like that? I didnāt even think you guysā¦ā Renjun is about to bite his nails and Jeno reaches out to intertwine their hands. āRenjun we, I, think about you all the time. I always want to be closer to you I just wasnāt sure if your⦠feelings allowed it.ā Jaemin nods and says too, āJun-ah, all this time I never for once stopped thinking about how perfect youād be if you were with us, right alongside us. We want you and we hope you think of us the same way youā¦ā Jaemin trails off unsure how to say ādo.ā
But, it takes a few fast beating hearts for Renjunās furrowed look to ease up again as he bravely reaches out and tugs them both closer to him. To which they oblige happily. Excitement rises throw Jenoās chest and he can see Jaeminās smile grow little by little. Renjun finally holds both their hands in his again and he gives them that endearing look he does when he wants something but isnāt sure how to say it out loud. But he does this time, when he says, āYes. I want to be both of your boyfriendsā.ā
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Renjun is running late. He was supposed to pick up Chenleās basketball themed birthday cake ten minutes ago and itās ten minutes past. Granted, heās jittering his leg inside the cab thatās painstakingly traversing down the block at a snails pace because of sudden traffic. Heās never going to make it to the surprise party at this pace. So, Renjun quickly hops out of the car, drops a dozen bills into the cabās cupholder, and /dashes/ to the bakery.
If he was late, Kun was going to whoop
his ass. The older man had already told him to leave the apartment ten minutes early but was it Renjunās fault that his client kept yapping over the Teams call?
Renjun really hates to sweat in his nice YSL silk shirt but he can just dry clean it after. Friendship first, clothes second. Renjun skids to a stop and all but whirls into the bakery with heaving breaths and shaking legs. He really needed to go to the gym more. He hurriedly walks up to the counter, Chenleās gift bag hanging off his arm, and catches the attention of one of the owners who quickly deduces his order.
āCake for Renjun?ā
Renjun hurriedly pays for everything, hands shaking out of frazzle yet trying to carefully balance it in his arms, he turns to speed out of the bakery to catch another cab when BAM!
The gutwrenching sound of a cake on a pavement registers in his head. /Fuck, fuck fuck-/ Renjun is about to yell at the stranger who wasnāt looking and flusters when he comes face to face with a handsome man with bright (and apologetic) eyes and sharp cheeks. If Renjun wasnāt in a dire situation heād stare forever but the frustration comes creeping back in and before he can get a word out the man quickly stoops down to pick up the cake box (with the smashed cake).
āIām so sorry! Is there a way to make up for this? Can I order you another cake?ā the man says frantically with worry, eyes becoming impossibly round.
It must be the reflection of the sun because they almost /sparkle/ but Renjun pulls himself together before he loses it. Heās /already/ fifteen minutes late now.
āWell I was about to deliver this to my friend for his surprise birthday party but now that its been smashed I have no fucking clue,ā Renjun confesses in frustration.
āWell⦠is your friend a fan of other types of desserts?ā the man asks.
/Huh??/
āIf you will allow me to make it up to you and your friend⦠I can offer some of the dessert trays I prepared. Please take it as an apology and no I wonāt accept no as an answer. Iām the head baker there so I absolutely do not mind,ā he smiled.
So⦠when Renjun arrived /30/ minutes late, Kunās annoyance and yelling slowly melded into shock when he saw the amount of cakes, pastries, and cookies that Renjun carried in (thankfully without dropping any of the four boxes). And Renjunās worry quickly turned into great relief when he found out that Chenle himself was going to be late to his own āsurprise partyā because he got caught up playing basketball. Of course.
As everything got set up, Renjun realized there was a slip of paper wedged in one of the boxes lids and took it out to inspect it. On the paper read /Iām sorry about turning your day upside down. But, I couldnāt help but think of how cute you were the whole time⦠XXX-XXX-XXXX hereās my number⦠text me if you need anything sweet :) - Jaemin/
Although Renjun wasnāt good with throwing balls around in sports, maybe this time Renjun would shoot his shot, too.
*wow this was kinda mediocre help
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