Funny thing, once upon a time forever ago someone showed me a blogger who they thought looked like me and said she was really cool except for “that one suicide obsessed character she cosplays, don’t think too hard about that because you’ll prob like it and we can’t have that” and that was the first time I ever saw Dazai LMAO

That was just an additional anecdote however, and not actually how I got into bsd, but because of it I recognized Dazai when he started showing up on my timeline on tumblr a while back and at the time I was really deep into other stuff and I wanted to watch smt I didn’t think I’d like much because I couldn’t handle another hyperfixation. So I was like “sure, this seems like it’s got too much going on for me to get fully into” (LIKE A FUCKING FOOL LMAO) and here we are to this day 🥲💔 ksiwksiqksiqks