ā„ļø Ā· 7mo
Hehe, I guess thatās true then. And honestly, I really like Dyās clumsiness in this story, it kind of softens things a bit and keeps it from feeling too heavy whenever I think about it. But alsoā¦ why do you have to do that? š You really said you tried your best to mimic that hollowed feeling afterwards??? Like, why are you so hard on them and on yourself? But I guess thatās exactly why most of your stories feel so unique. Theyāre painfully realistic. Too realistic. For a fanfic :)))
And what Dy said back in Paris... was that about hope and chances? Becauseā¦ excuse me??? What is this line: "... going from places to placesāfrom Paris to Saint-Tropez to Montenegroāsprinkling, scattering bits and pieces of their love. Spreading their love around the world until it became so big the world itself wouldnāt have any other choice but to see them, to recognize them for what they have always been."
Did you just cast a spell on me or something? Because from now on, I think Iām going to read this story through a much more sparkly lens āØ
Before that, I was thinking: okay, they did get to be together. They understand what theyāre giving up, they know the cost, and they can control their selfish thoughts and feelings. But then I couldnāt help wondering... how long can they really endure living like this? Their love is beautiful, and probably huge, but is it truly big enough to last an entire lifetime like that? After reading that sentence of yours, though, I truly believe theyāll overcome everything. Because they have each other.
And donāt worry, I really enjoyed reading this fic. The timeline confused me a little at first, but thatās totally on me for not being able to catch all details at once. Still, it didnāt take away from the experience at all.
Also, Iām really happy to see that youāre still enjoying writing for Jeongbby. You know, I was completely, dead serious when I said I thought youād jumped off the ship without a farewell š So yeah, Iām genuinely relieved now.
So pleaseee keep being "miserable, screaming, and crying" while writing for them because trust me, Iām not doing any better whenever reading your painfully beautiful, painfully sad love stories either :)))
Ohh i take pleasure in hurting them šš¤ though it was a struggle for me, too haha! especially when i know i could just follow my heart and make it a simple happy endingāeverybody happy. but no, of course not. because instead this stubborn person, i wanted to stick to the original ending i have in my notebook just to prove something to mi self . truly a victim of my own demise.
To be fair i had the same questions as you, i have debated myself about the reality and exhaustion from constantly hiding and running (which were the very reasons why most relationships meet their end)āhow long could they become a shadow in the dark?ābut, duh, silly me, of course dy and jw would make it work. never underestimate the sheer tenacity of two people who fell in love in Paris thus fortunate enough to have the blessings of Aphrodite.
And if by association i'd be blessed by the goddess of love too, then i'd gladly be tagged as guilty by association! iām not jumping off or changing ships, i'm here for this submarine ride. Were all in this together š
