I'm glad you and I, and anyone/everyone(?) else with insane daddy issues are having fun(?) with this fic 😭💔

When I write, getting into either HJ or SH's headspace is always so fucked because I'm pulling from two very different places and experiences when I'm in either of their heads and trying to translate it onto the page. There's a lot of stuff that's difficult to articulate so I turn it over a lot or, admittedly, avoid it for a bit before trying again and therefore take forever to release these chapters.

It's funny because I randomly decided to play with this trope one day, wrote the first two chapters basically all in one go and posted it one after the other, and it was all fun and games before I realised that I actually had to finish the fic and let it go somewhere in order to do so, so then I started taking it seriously and #projecting onto it as a result and then things derailed from there...now it's probably gonna be a 100k monster full of fucked shit.

I don't know what happened. I got possessed.

Thank you very very much for enjoying ABMB. It really was just a self-indulgent thing, so I'm glad others like it as much as they do.

I hope the next two chapters don't disappoint.