Oh gosh, it's been a while, I don't remember it that clearly, but I do know it was a long time in the making, and when I realized it, when I look back at how I felt before then it all kind made sense in retrospect.

But forsure, one thing was actually even just learning about it and looking into it myself more, then things just kinda started to make sense. It did feel like a giant leap at first, lots of self doubt and asking questions and what-if's, but in the end I'm glad I ended up doing so, and while now it doesn't seem like it was that much of a gap to cross, it sure felt like it at the time.

So sadly, I don't have a "defining" moment, nothing that suddenly "clicked" like an epiphany, just more like hundreds of little "oh" moments that added up combined with additional understanding things and being open to self introspection (which is really hard!)

Hope that makes sense ^^;