sdfjioefs i'm still here anon!! she's still alive. although admittedly more focused on other endeavors rn (unfortunately f1 is proving to be not a phase..? who else is scared rn) but jaemjen basically confirming they live with each other or at least spend enough time at each other's place to know what each others' morning routines and habits are immediately filled me with intense MyShipRealitis like i know i've been a little mia on here but trust i still blewed up and died!! i did. also jaemin's freaky ass during the practice behinds like bruhh this man is a menace. i can only hope the clutches of car yaoi relinquish me just enough to get back to them soon bc i do have such a pile of jmjn wips rotting away in the gdocs purgatory :') maybe if i can flesh out some f1!au jmjn ideas the boytears ao3 resurrection timeline will accelerate hahaha