a lot of things;
— personal events in my life, such as ex friends who struggled with addiction (who were a major inspiration behind the currently in progress final update), and my own father’s struggle (though not with drugs, but rather cigarettes. he’s too muslim for substances lol)
—i once read a yvngi au that had stoner mg in it, though i can’t recall the name of it rn. it was also an inspiration of mine
— i made it at quite a rough patch in my life, which is why updates were so frequent. it was my escape. writing it quieted my brain for a while.
— there were no jnggi aus when i made it. i wanted to make some for other fans like me to enjoy <3