hello brew ako busy na oat like rayt neow pero may time ako kaya ano gagawin qouh? MERMON IBALIK😛😛😛😛😛 huhu di ko pa naread uds mo sosawd amay getting awld??? anyways just passed by to update you on my life bcs I have decided we're like🤞🤞🤞 wala ka nang choice! naiinis lang ako kasi parang legit talaga na ibabalik sa old sched yong pnle like??? so currently ang sched is feb and aug, feb dapat ako magttake that's why ito ako nagpapanggap mag review tapos itong BON ang gulo parang bulbo— ayun nagsubmit na ng letter sa PRC para magrequest na ibalik sa dating sched which was may and november NAKAKABANAS lang kasi kapag nagkataon na mabago ay jusqlord wag naman sana pero ayuq ng ganyan! nagtrabaho nalang muna sana ako kamo para hindi na ako palamunin at may panggastos na ako ng luho ko sa bohai. akala mo talaga lah akong friends irl noh at talagang pinanglalaanan ko ng oras i-life update kita kahit di mo naman ako tinanong pero wala lang parang nawawala lang mga kamalasan ko kapag nagkkwento ako sayo HAHAHAHA nakakaloka pala pag nagrreview na kasi kung nadama kong obob ako nong college aba'y ngayon nagiisip na ako kung papasa pa ba ako tanginang scores yan parang walang pinagaralan??? pero lammoba goal ko? to top the board exam! kung hindi man ako mag top sa ibang bagay nalang ako magtttop mwehehehe sabi nga nila aim for the moon or land on the stars⭐ay basta dapat feb na ang board exam at baka mag chongke nalang ako. papasa ako sa feb sah ihanda mo ang mermon drabble ha😇 anyways nagkasakit ka daw? gagi baka mag meet tayo tapos pasyente pala kita ha? wag yan di tama yan baka sabihin ko lang tell me about your plans regarding that mermon drabble🤓 sana di ka pa naririndi kaka-mermon ibalik ko kasi hanggat kaya ko kukulitin kita kawawa ka naman😛 anyways I hope you're resting when you can. uso trangkaso ngayon kahit ako tinamaan na ng trangkaso na yan, ingat ka busseng gagawa ka pa ng mermon drabble😛 sana ang bunga ng paghihirap mo ay salapi at hindi trangkaso busseng. hanngang sa muli! #mermonibalik

Gets ko 'yung takot ni Koen eh:( He spent his life living under constant pressure from his parents and he also started putting that same pressure on himself. Kaya siguro ganon na lang din siya katakot, kasi everything he's experiencing with Tadeo is so new to him. The love, the attention, the validation🥹 He finally has someone who understands him, sees through his walls, and makes him feel seen in ways he's probably never experienced before. And I think that's what scares him the most. He's so used to having to meet expectations that he doesn't know what to do with a kind of love that asks nothing from him but to simply be himself. The feeling is so foreign to him that he's afraid to even put a name to it kasi iniisip niyang it will go downhill if ever he finally admits it to himself.

Pero, baby, it's TADEO we're talking about here😭🫵🏻 The Tadeo who's so, SO down bad for you. The same Tadeo who's probably ready to give you the world kapag hiniling mo. And si Tadeo na 'yan, eh. ISANG SABI MO LANG, GAGAWIN AGAD (wag mo lang sabihin na itigil niyo whatever is going on bet. u two, kasi a-agree talaga yan si T kahit masakit, mabigay lang hiling mo huhu KAYA BABY WAG MONG HILINGIN YAN OR ELSE WE'LL CRY)

+++ This applies to Tadeo as well kasi diba parehas lang sila pinepressure ng parents (oh fawk them) tapos may Koen na rin siya na nakakaintindi sa kanya (ugh kalimutan na lang yung mga naunang panels na mali pakikitungo ni Ko sa kanya at hurtful words na nasabi niya hehe past is past and he already said sorry). Hindi man showy si Koen, pero nafifeel naman ni Tadeo, right? Pls say yes.

Ah pota naiiyak ako while typing all these. Wala na akong masay, ala nang mapiga HSHAHSHAHSHAHA basta mahal ko kayo Tadeo and Koen, at dedma sa 👿 paligid (parents niyo).

THANK YOU SA UPDATE, Z. PAGALING IKAW. KOOMORNING.