Probably the one from around two years ago. I was in a very weird place, mentally and emotionally, and looking back now, it feels like I had drifted really far from who I actually am. I kept watering myself down as disconnecting from things that were important to me just so I could fit into places and relationships I never truly belonged in. It took me a long time to heal from that, to find myself again and understand that I deserve spaces where I didn’t have to make mysellf smaller to be accepted, or loved.