To be truly nonchalant. I think I feel everything way more deeply than I let people notice, and I’m a professional overthinker too, so if something really upsets me, it usually stays with me for a while. I wish I could just let things roll off more easily.

Emotional intelligence! I mean, I’m still too childish sometimes and impulsive too...

I admire people who are effortlessly warm. The kind of people who make everyone around them feel included without forcing it. I’ve always been a little more reserved than that.

I wish I were funnier. I think I’m more morbid-and-entertaining than naturally funny, but there are people who make being hilarious look so effortless that I always want them around me.

I think gentleness. Some people are genuinely gentle in such a honorable way, and I don't find that in myself. Not to mean that I'm a rude bitch or something like that, but it seems natural for some people.