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potential dongrenist · 2mo
Hiii, I didn't start to read it yet, I just came here to THANK YOU for posting the hybrid dongren story on ao3🥹❤️
potential dongrenist · 2mo
part 2 -
and there is no other platform you have in mind, maybe this could be an alternative? 😯
of course do as you please tho! you’re free to just… delete everything if you want sobb 🥲
(telling u this cause i subscribed to ur patreon late, and i’m such a slow reader there are still some things i need to finish 😭 and i’m afraid i won’t make it in time if everything will be gone on the 1st of october 😭😭😭)
btw hope you’re well! we missed you on the tl 🥲 Sending you an hug!
ahh that's fine bc it will be open for another month! im actually not deleting anything but "unpublishing it" bc im scared someone will try to steal the fics and post them themselves and then i will have no way to prove theyre mine lol but yeah they wont be accessible in theory. im trying to think of other options but yeah -.-
potential dongrenist · 2mo
part 1 - Hi Berry 🌼 i just remembered that a friend of mine used to use a platform where she could post fanfics (like documents i suppose) and ppl who wanted to read them needed to pay only one time
cause it wasn’t exactly a subscription and she didnt get money each month, but only once
and the others could read everything till she left the ffs there available
if you want I can ask her what platform is it?
Since blocking the patreon monthly payments is bothering you -
that would be great if it could work! i dont really like ptrn's system in that sense bc it's either free for everyone (which feels unfair to ppl who already paid) or a monthly subscription. there are other options but theyre just as complicated. i just wanna leave it there and not worry about it every month ;;
potential dongrenist · 3mo
I was rereading one of your ooold works and… berry, have you ever cried while writing your own ffs? Because I surely am right now. Thanks for these bitter sweet tears. Your angst hurts so good and so tender. you’re such an amazing amazing writer! can’t stress this enough <3 be happy and healthy today! -K
i have, indeed, but not that often. only with one, you can guess which one :) i think the experience is more intense for me as a writer bc in the end im the one who's "inside" their head completely when im writing, so even those thoughts that don't end up on the page are still in my brain and they add to whatever emotions they're feeling (and im feeling). im glad it hurts though! imagine if it was just me suffering lol thank you <3 i hope you're being happy and healthy too!
potential dongrenist · 3mo
hello! may i ask if you are going to post all of your fics in patreon going forward or will you post some to ao3? i hope this doesn't come off as offense, just curious.
potential dongrenist · 3mo
Good morning Berry! I had a private call with Hc last night, and he confessed me that Taste is about Renjun’s slick! Just wanted to tell you and spread the word 🤠 Have a fantastic Friday, kiss! <3 -K
potential dongrenist · 4mo
berry thank you for this delicious final ptrn fic - it’s very implied but can we do a deep dive into why dh decides to protect his relationship with rj (why does he willingly sleep with other people despite knowing what he’s doing to them both)?
thank you anon! im glad you enjoyed it! it's mostly bc as dh says, he didn't want to lose renjun, and didn't think giving themselves a chance would end up in anything different than a disaster. he thought renjun would fall out of love with him at some point, but it wasn't happening and he just slipped into that toxic circle of hurting him to make renjun stop loving him. just like renjun was stuck, dh was trying to make both of them move on and keep living as usual (but it didnt work obviously). dh wasn't brave enough to take a risk so he tried to keep doing everything he would have done if he didn't like renjun and renjun didn't like him, in an attempt to actually force that situation
potential dongrenist · 4mo
Is it just me feels like after renjun and donghyuck had that big fight theyre not the same anymore it feels like they both are walking on eggshells around eo they dont jokes like before i miss them so much but maybe changing is a good thing too…idk :(
potential dongrenist · 4mo
I love you so much Berry, never leave us please <3 you’re the mother of the dongren fandom 🤰🏻hope your new dream job is going well well! -K