oh geez
this sent me into a minor dissociative moment 😅 like wtf do i think about frequently
but frankly - stories. i think about storytelling, i reexamine character choices in media i enjoy, i build off of ideas i had on the drive to work. its probably not that surprising.
part of me feels silly for constantly thinking about fanfic. i feel like i should have more interests readily available to ponder but it almost always just returns to how i could craft it into a fictional world. i guess the issue also stems from the fact i dont think i'm that good a writer on a technical level. which isnt some bid for compliments or well-intended arguments, i genuinely know i could improve. there are so many incredible storytellers i pay attention to that inspire me to be better, professionally and those in fandom, and i can only do my best to channel their energy to keep improving. (though the reality of whether i am or not it always up for debate)
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also the fact that wooyoung regularly shoves his entire hand up the member's shorts or in their shirt sleeves and just has full freedom to do so. his grabby lil raccoon hands brushing over pecs and nips and squeezing thighs bc they're all whipped for a happy giggly wooyoung