OH yeah lmao, I'm crushing horribly for 3 people right now, and mildly for many more. I can't help it, it's in my nature. I'm... wrestling with a lot of other shit right now and need to be more present for my partners, and I'm really sad that bc of that I feel like I can't really, pursue any of those right now, because I told myself I'd never deny myself that... but I have too much work to do on myself at the moment for that. I can only hope maybe one day I can tell those people how I feel. (Except for one; I feel pretty confident that one of these is unrequited, but I'll always support him and my support is definitely not contingent on that!)