Adorable Anon · 1mo
Fist off congratulation on your exam result! ※(^o^)/※
Secondly, oh no! ( ✜︵✜ )
I'm sorry to hear about your friends treatment of you! (≧︿≦)
But don't hurt yourself over it Ale! ╚(•⌂•)╝
It hurts, but some friendships are not forever. And it can take years to get over them.
Trust me i know. x⸑x
Be cordial towards your friend but..
Try to focus yourself and your attention, energy and time to/on those that love you instead. (like your bf/family.)
And if you have time and feel the need for it. Try to find a therapist that understands your complexities, if you haven't already. ❤
I'm glad to hear about your good, working relationship with your course mates!
2026 looks to be a exciting and eventful year for you! <(^_^)>
And thank you for your merry wishes! (And i don't mind you venting!) ❤
Awwwwwwww!! Thanks a lor, my sweet SWEET anon!! ^^
And, eeehhh... you want to know a thing? Yesterday I saw that person unfollowed me both on Baraag and Twitter, but still retweeted the gift I made for her and a gift I made for another friend on Baraag... but she unfollowed me... and... I made this thing made me cry a lot, I couldn't sleep, I fell asleep at 8 am... of Christmas Day... eeeh, I feel kinda stupid for reacting in that way, it's... silly ^^; XDD
Luckily there was someone to comfort me, I'm extremely glad for it ^^
I think it means that... well, it's over. That I shouldn't have hopes, I should just let go and... now I feel tense because this person and I still play in the same DnD campaign... sigh...
I just know I suffered A LOT because of this person, she even made me cry the day of my 24th birthday, treating me meanly and refusing to join my birthday party...
I lost SO many friendships over the years and I thought this was "the one", but my therapist told me I have to re-think about what I want from friendships and that the concept of a "tight" friendship can mean also it's suffocating, so it can bring others away...
That person, however, had a pattern of getting close to people to then... escape. It happened with her ex, that she sent a message to after years she didn't talk with him. I wonder if it will happen with me. That person should still finish for me a commission I payed 180 dollars for, if they want to finish it. I... today I was calmer, but I'm mostly in the "it's over" mood...
I really hope my therapist will help me dyring this period and to deal with those traits of me that make people escape or make people hurt, like me being pushy or me getting angry for receiving a no... I'm already aware of my anxious attachment, that I worked on and it's way less intense now compared to years ago, and I'm aware of my HUGE fear of abandoment.
2025 was a VERY intense day, but I hope 2026 will just be a... happy one, I need comfort and happyness more than strong emotions, I want to feel GOOD! And do more things and continue to work hard of course!! ^^
