Hi zeppy, I know it can get difficult when it comes to content creation, but I resonate with everyone here: I really just want you to be happy first and foremost. You don’t have to be following the pace of other vtubers at all, and I say every time that every single interaction I’ve had with you is seriously a blessing to me and just brightens my day, even just a good morning or a “LMFAOO” makes me smile.

As for the other thing, yes, I’m on the spectrum, and I have caught myself going on a tangent sometimes. I wanna say that it’s completely fine if I get ignored in those moments. Everything I intend is always towards your happiness. I do sometimes have trouble getting the message from my heart across, so I don’t know if there’s anything I might have said that unintentionally may have affected you in a bad way, and if I did, genuinely strike me down, because I cannot bear to hurt my ojou-sama. Please feel free to take burdens off your chest like with the VC today, I’m always here to listen, help and maybe even improve myself. Again, anything I’ll do to pamper you and make you happy.

Please take care of yourself, love you so much.