anon · 6d
🧟♂️ Toji is so molested that when he first got acquainted w shiu as he got out of the clan hes on edge the whole time expecting shiu to drop the act n take what he rlly wants from toji. When shiu first takes him back to his apartment all toji can think about as hes sitting in the passenger seat is how shiu is gnna take him, whether he'll use his mouth or go straight to blowing his back out, if he'd be gentle or not. But all shiu does is pour them drinks n talk till he passes out n toji is too afraid to fall asleep just to wake up to a cock splitting him in half. Shiu is NOT refusing if toji offers himself up after their first successful business deal, n he tries to ignore just how tense n quiet toji is as hes fucking into him n if he were on his back he'd see how soft his cock is
OUGHHH FUCKK YEAHHHH
toji definitely sees himself as only having worth because of his body and cant even fathom shiu having access to him but not immediately taking advantage. he'd probably even be a little hurt, thinking shiu must have thought he's disgusting, too used up for him to even play around with. he doesnt like it at all when shiu finally fucks him but hes so happy because hey at least he isnt disgusted by him, he might actually keep him! i like to think of toji meeting shiu when tojis young, maybe even still in his late teens, but shiu is a fully grown adult. so hes the first man in his life toji hasnt been abused by
the image of toji holding onto a pillow and trying so hard to stay still and quiet and be good for shiu while the man fucks him… tearing up and almsot crying because it hurts and its overwhelming and he cant stop thinking about his dad and naobito doing this same thing to him his whole life and he just needs it to stop. even with shiu being relatively gentle and hitting the right spots, toji is just too scared and overwhelmed to get hard.
