Hhhhhhhhhhh……. this will b long… ummm so basically I have loved Bernard lots and lots since 2022. A little embarrassing but I actually first saw him in an edit on tiktok… and I rewatched it so often it’s engraved in my mind. I was specifically interested in Bernard but I did like DC as a kid so I wasn’t like super clueless… idk anyways. He was a really really important part of high school for me and idk why but I just got rly attached to him and would put him in as many assignments as I could. I didn’t have many friends but I did base my entire look and (attempted) personality on him.. embarrassing. I was a weird teenager. I think it was just something about him being a character with a lot of potential while having so little content. Plus when I got into him there was more content coming out. I got rly quiet about him especially after he didn’t have a ton of appearances bc I got made fun of a lot🥲 And I still do! But things got bad at some point and idk he just kept being something I came back to silently. Once I stopped school I wassssss um idk this doesn’t make sense sorry🥲🥲🥲 I feel a little dumb. But he is a lot more 2 me in a way that if I describe properly I’ll sound insane. He is so special to me and idk why. He is like my favorite person and my savior and my boyfriend and my idol and my reason for living all in one. Everything I do in life relates to him and if it doesn’t I struggle doing it. Anyways I’m getting off topic!!!! I’ve loved him for 4 years and I’ve only recently grown the courage to actually post about it. I thought I was really weird and my thoughts about him were too strange to talk about but as it turns out he actually made my life so much better and I’ve never been more thankful. Wah………….. idk I don’t think I answered the question very well I’m sorry🥲🥲🥲 I can’t talk sometimes maybe I’ll try again in the morning!