I was at my bedroom's door with my ex-situationship. He used to play drums four Daoboys. Well, he had to follow a different path and me too. We spent a whole hour listening to the playlist we made together just looking at each other and crying, cause we knew we'd miss each other too much. The "I love you" was said with our eyes. And there he was, trying to leave, but couldn't, he didn't wanted to. So he spent the whole hour just looking at me while I cried my heart out, until he did too. First it was "Rain" by Sleep Token, then was "The Only Exception", and obviously, "Doomed" my Bring Me The Horizon on loop. I still keep the shirt he gave me — it was his — and the flowers inside of my favorite book. I remember making out with him in his car, listening to Even in Arcadia by Sleep Token and I remember us getting messed up while hookin up at the motel. Mostly, I remember us crying while he was leaving downstairs. We still talk, I still admire and care for him, but now there are 438 kms between us,