average soup enjoyer · 9d
by the way no i did not refuse cancer treatment but it left me feeling alone and sad for over a year and when i sent you that ask i was being a rude asshole to everyone in my life, and justifying it in really gross ways to myself and others. sorry you had to deal with my hate ask.
if this is true i’m glad you realized and got help and changed as a person. my illness has left me feeling alone and sad for months now too and i’ve lashed out a few times as well although i’ve never sent hate mail before. being sick for an extended period of time can be draining and isolating and what the other anon doesn’t seem to get is that i talk about it on my private twitter BECAUSE it is so stressful and isolating and it helps to talk about it bc otherwise i would just lose my mind. (and also it has become such a frustratingly huge part of my life rn that it’s hard for me not to discuss it.)
