i'm so sorry about your tummy problems anon and i hope they get better JFDKSL and no rindou does not hit me. the way he hurts me always has a level of plausible deniability, like he accidentally bent me too far without realizing, gripped me too hard bc he was excited, etc. he would not do something like slap or strike me because that's too obvious and he doesn't want to be seen as abusive. ran however--