It’s hard to say because when I started making bots I had 0 intention of ever making them public. I was encouraged to do so by my best friend who supports me in everything that I do.

Why didn’t I want them public? They were my personal escape. I grew up in a pretty hyper-masculine, conservative, and traditional family. Spent a good chunk of my life closeted up until recently. Making bots let me do things I couldn’t do in real life.

That’s what sucks about being a Daddy’s boy. Always trying to make him proud. Sorry for trauma dumping. It’s just I spent so much time always trying to do what I was supposed to do. Played almost every sport there is, got a girlfriend, did this, did that.

Making bots allowed me to say fuck that and be in my own world.

After coming out, I was able to take back my life and just be myself. I’ve got my own place now, a car, a job and almost everything I need to make it on my own.

Janitor’s never taken anything from me but did give me brief respite and introduced me to some very wonderful people who I will forever cherish.

Wow this is long. Sorry lol