author, di ko matuloy yung kwento ni andy and raffy haha naalala ko yung friendship breakup ko from 2+ years ago na with my best friend because of a fight because of her relationship (kumbaga she chose her partner over me). after reading your updates, ive realized na i never really got to cry over it and i never attempted to reach out to her again after her apology (i didn’t reply btw) because so many things happened na since the incident and i was overshadowed by my pain and anger na. but ayun, there are times nanghihinayang ako sa friendship namin because we were each other’s best friends and namimiss ko siya, pero masyado na rin masakit yung mga nangyari para makipag-ayos pa ako sa kaniya, like feeling ko i didnt really know her because she has said so many things about me na parang hindi rin niya ako kilala and big factor na rin yun why i never replied to her apology because grabe yung pain ko nun, and i honestly dont know if appropriate pa ba mag-reply to her after 2 years. but the thing is, she’s still with her partner and i honestly dont think i can take seeing her with her partner (kasi even her partner said so many things about me), so i guess it’s better na ganito na lang? she’s happy naman with her partner (although skl her partner was asking my friend if i could talk to my ex-best friend because they didnt know anymore how to comfort her and she was looking for me because it was me who she would always opened up to, but anyways ayun haha ang sakit lang talaga na grabe mga sinabi niya tungkol sa akin na parang di niya ako kilala tas ako ang hinahanap niya because i know her best fuck sakit sa heart and sa ulo)

anyway, author and andy and raffy readers, what do yall think i should do?

sorry, napa-trauma dump ako huhu na-trigger ako dun sa nangyayari sa story