Anonymous Coward · 4mo
hi, how are you? pwede bang mamiss ka kahit saglit o ilang oras lang? kasi i really miss you lots.
i’m sorry for the random paramdam. it feels so wrong and i know i shouldn’t be doing this kasi we’re no longer part of each other's lives. 😅 i cannot even promise or tell you na ito na talaga ‘yong last message ko for you kasi you really mean a lot to me. naguguilty talaga ako sa nagawa or nasabi ko sa’yo—like, it literally haunts me everyday. it bothers me na there’s like no proper explanation and all. tatanggapin ko na sobrang selfish talaga ako sa part na ‘to. i feel like you’re mad or pissed or whatever na sa’kin because nagparamdam ulit ako, pero ‘di ko kasi kayang pigilan. i’ve been holding myself back. ilang beses ko rin sinabi na hindi kita imemessage kasi it’ll just ruin your peace.
it’s just so funny kasi like i started to become someone who i cringed a lot to before, and i know you know that person a lot hahahaua "kabanas" xdd. ang dami kong gusto ikwento sa’yo pero like hahaha i started watching mc smps na! even args. just know na ikaw naalala ko when it comes to mc bcs that is your thing! 😙
(pls if u want to ignore this just do.. gusto ko lang talaga ilabas lahat ‘to 🙂↕️)
well, i hope you’re all well. i still pray for you from afar, in the quiet moments, or when your name crosses my mind like it never really left. even if we’re no longer part of each other's lives, i still wish you the kind of happiness i once hoped to give you myself. laban lang! rooting for you always. 🫂
Hi, i’m doing really well actually! :). Pwede mo naman ako mamiss there’s not a problem there. I think the problem is that I miss you too.
I spent a lot of nights thinking what did I do to make you suddenly leave without a proper goodbye? I really wanted you to be part of my life until the very end because I really hate losing people and I thought you knew that. I have so many updates about my life but now I can’t even tell you because you’re not here. It also wasn’t my intention to ignore this message, not at all. Nga-ngayon ko nga lang nakita, 5 days later.
I wish you’ll understand how much it hurt when you left because I think i’ve already known you for almost a year :’). I’m really happy you got into minecraft args and smp, they’re really good. I wish you could tell me all about it 🥹.
I also hope you’re doing okay because I’ve been missing you lately. I’m not in the Philippines right now, just to update you :). I really wish you’d just talk to me rather in an anonymous message because I already told you about my past :(. Thank you for reaching out 💛🥹
