Not a twin necessarily (twins creep me out) but I carry this strange, persistent feeling that there was supposed to be another person who grew up alongside me… Objectively it would have been a big inconvenience given the events that followed in my life but I experience a loneliness that I think only having a sibling would have sufficed. I would have been such a good big sister too. My mom also had 6 abortions so I wonder if that has anything to do with this at all