seeing how his solo gigs feel like a distant dream makes me realize even more that we need to grind and get jaemin an award of his own. the company is never gonna willingly give him a stage to showcase himself. everything he has right now like his photo exhibition, vlog, and radio show are all things he literally fought for and secured himself through his own hard work. if he gets an award that's truly his, maybe more resources will finally lean his way, giving him more opportunities to show off his talent.