ooh fun question !!

firstly i shall point you to this: https://nymphostimtoy.neocities.org/tag/submissive-narrator :)

if i wanted to be reductive (or at least terse) then i'd say i'm a sub-leaning switch and bottom that sometimes fantasises about wielding a strap.

generally, i find that i lean much more subby in more sexual contexts, and become much less sexual when in a dominant headspace. when i'm a sub, i wanna get fucked. tie me up, objectify me, use me. sex is something i want to be subjected to. ideally, i want my orgasms to be forced out of me. i want to be overwhelmed.

when i'm feeling more dominant though, it feels completely different. i can be a big sadist and get these delightful tingles when someone is visibly afraid of me. i struggle to do whole scenes cause i run out of steam quickly, so i function best just existing in a context where i can enjoy having a certain aura and reinforce it with brief but intense outbursts.

i generally won't try and do anything sexual though, because what tends to happen is the moment the sub starts doing anything to pleasure me, my brain turns off and all my dominant energy evaporates, which is very fun to play with in explicitly switchy scenarios, but is otherwise more just an inconvenience.

the ideal for me though is when i manage to get comfortably into a kind of "domme in the streets; sub in the sheets" headspace. i love to feel powerful and dangerous and uncontrollable in a very succubus kinda way, hoping that it'll rile someone up enough that they just have to take me and i get the deep satisfaction of making them snap while they get the satisfaction of watching me absolutely crumple underneath them.