that one moment in one of maddox's vlogs where you can hear hongjoong on the phone with seonghwa in the background, and hongjoong sounds like NOTHING we have ever heard from him before (or since). he sounds so incredibly soft and tender, and a little playful, and it genuinely makes me insane to think about that little snippet of their everyday life that we weren't really meant to witness other than second-hand. (the fact that maddox liked all the shippy comments under that vlog doesn't help)