i've had plenty of ideas and moments throughout this past year where i've wanted to come back to fic writing (and riize, of course) but overall i'm honestly not sure. obviously a lot of things in my life have since changed and i would be writing in different circumstances! i would also have to say i haven't been focusing on refining my fiction writing as much as i have been in other forms of writing ie poetry and nonfiction. i think i would love to come back to it in most circumstances, but there is a lot of dread there with the pressure of having to Get Better at writing in the past year and perhaps realizing i'm stuck in the same place or worse lol. even though fic writing is still just a hobby..... and it's really not that serious..... idek this is convoluted as hell (i still haven't gotten better about being concise that's for sure) but tldr i have mixed feelings on it and i think i would love to but there are a couple of different things holding me back